Where it happened: A small house I was renting.
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
It was the first time for both of us, and the sexual build-up to the moment was almost unfathomable. He was Catholic, a good boy. I was a heathen, and a virgin more by circumstance than choice. But we loved each other, or maybe we only said that to make our raunchy rendezvous seem less sinful to him. At any rate, we soon realized that remaining celibate for us wasn’t an option, and decided to “do it”. One day, as he was driving towards my house, he simply asked if he should pick up condoms. I said yes. He walked in through the front door, and without any pretense we made out like the hormonal teenagers we were (and still are). Our clothes fell off of us nearly the second we saw each other. We were both very, erm, excited, and there wasn’t much foreplay until the actual moment commenced; he carefully put on the condom while I impatiently hurried him on. He slowly, slowly moved toward me, and asked me if I was sure. Of course. Why wouldn’t I be? He entered me, and it was, at times, unhurried and tender, and at other moments fiercely passionate. I told him it hurt me, which it did. His you-know-what was much bigger than I expected (he’s such a little guy, after all!). He wanted to know if I wanted to stop. I didn’t. I knew that this first time would be forever ingrained in my memory–and his–and I definitely didn’t want us to remember what a lily-livered pansy I was. So on we went, for what seemed like ours. It was beautiful, in its own way. However, what I didn’t tell him was that I thought it was anticlimactic–we had engaged in pseudo-sexual behavior previously, such as fingering and handjobs–and sex seemed to me more like a question of geography (i.e. insert penis here…) than anything. By this I mean, how was I still considered a virgin after oral sex, etc, but by the simple fact that he put his penis in my vagina now I am not? It felt silly to me, that people even prized virginity, that I myself once prized virginity.
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