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Letting go

Where it happened: Basement of his friend's house
Langauge: English
Sex: FEMALE
Rating: 10
Category: Straight

I fell in love with a guy I knew from high school. He was completely wrong for me; he was very much a punk and he dropped out of high school. I later found out that he was cheating on me. But you couldn’t tell me any of that then, I was immature and knew it all. Anyways, our relationship was rocky, with us always breaking up and then getting back together. He wasn’t a virgin but I was, and I couldn’t bear the thought of him with anyone else, I had to have him. He was the first guy I had ever gotten really physical with and I wanted to lose my virginity. I didn’t want to be the innocent one in a relationship ever again. He treated me badly and I was starting to get tired of the relationship but I couldn’t quite seem to let go. So I thought that the best way to get rid of my hang-up, and get him out of my mind was to just have sex with him.
His parents had kicked him out so he was crashing at a friend’s place. I went over to see him, where he was still asleep in the basement. I had a condom all ready and I had shaved my pubic hair. I snuggled in beside him and we started feeling each other out. He wanted to go down on me, which I let him do for the first time. I think I was too nervous to really enjoy it and he didn’t hit the right spots either. I told him I wanted to have sex with him and pulled my condom out of my purse. He wanted me to put it on him, but I didn’t know how since I had never used one before. He got on top of me and put his cock against my vagina. I wrapped my legs around him and felt his back kind of hump in as he pushed himself inside of me. It didn’t hurt since we’d done lots of other fooling around before that had probably stretched or broken my hymen, and he wasn’t the biggest guy on earth either. I just remember how quickly he was done. I left about an hour later, we just had sex the one time. And that was enough, it was like my eyes were opened and I didn’t want him anymore. After that I dumped him and within a month I was dating someone else. I don’t regret what I did for a moment because after the first time it can only get better, and it did.

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