Wren

I promised I’d finish with our first time and so here it is..
Ryan and me had crawled into our sleeping bags in our tent that we had decided earlier to zip into one to save room in the tiny tent. Little did I know as we had made those plans at my own suggestion that Ryan would admit that night that he was gay so that I didn’t sleep in the same sleeping bag nude for almost two weeks and then freak out and hate him if I found out later and thought ha was just trying to get with me. Even less did I believe I would ever feel those same feelings for Ryan that same day that would grow and blossom into what they are today.
That first night we fumbled around. We explored timidly, touching ang checking textures and consistencies. I wondered aloud at how soft his hair was and how it smelled and slipped through my fingers. He ran his hands and fingers over every part of my face almost as if he expected to lose his sight tomorrow and didn’t ever want to forget. Our stomachs touched and our rigid sexes danced lightly touching each other heightening the experience. Yet it was too new, too special…sacred to do anything sexual right away. We had to know each other first or it would fall away as if it had never existed at all.
The next morning we peed in the bushes and forced our members down so that we could go to our trailers for breakfast. I found myself just thinking about the night before and my penis rising…I had to work all morning to think of other things so I wouldn’t cause any questions with my family.
After breakfast and clean up and an hour long hike with the family I wandered back over to the tent and found Ryan’s 15 year old sister hanging around looking for me. She asked me if I wanted to come to the lake and swim with her cuz Ryan would be busy for about an hour. I said sure and we went to the lake in the woods and she took off her shorts and swim suit top and came over to me naked and asked, “so, did my little gay boy brother pop your cherry last night?”. I was stunned. She continued by reaching down to my penis and starting to pull and squeeze and pulling me against her breasts and said ” I hope not cuz I want you inside me!” I was stunned, confused after last night (hadn’t Ryan told his family about me?). And why was she being like this? Before I could get away she slipped down to her knees and started to suck my penis and it felt amazing. I almost gave in and came in her mouth but I pulled it out and ran to the cold water and just told her ” this just seems too fast for me “. She came in and we swam awhile and she brushed her breasts and front against my front and then gave up. I told her that she should try going nude with me for the rest of her time here at the camp fires and her family trailer and maybe I could get to know her better. She did it and her parents tried to be cool with it but it had the right effect for me in that they got mor nervous about where their naked sixteen year old daughter was getting off to alone and they didn’t worry about me and Ryan going around naked everywhere at all. They knew he was gay but they didn’t realize I was yet and they didn’t want anything to happen!
That second night we spent together was nothing short of magical. I told him about what his sister had tried to do and he said that it might be his fault cuz he had spent so much time running around naked with you in front of her and I never told anyone that I might be gay cuz he respected my right to choose my own timing to let my family know and he didn’t want to make trouble for me if I decided I had made a mistake about it later. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. I knew now why he had all those friends at school and why my parents liked him so well. I didn’t want him to doubt me for another second. Tonight wouldn’t be another night of snuggles and light touches even though I wanted that too! I leaned in and kissed him deeply. Our mouths opened mutually and took in each others’ tongues. There seemed to be no depth to the emotion that we felt as our freshly showered bodies, smelling of intermingling soaps and light boy musks, clutched and probed ever deeper to express as those minutes wore into hours.
I remembered what rheena, Ryan’s sister had tried to do with me that morning and how strangely good, but wrong with her, it had felt. I knew I wanted to share that Ryan. So I reached down slowly and played with his balls. They were so soft and warm. I felt his pulse surge into his penis in my hand and he gasped just so slightly. “does that mean I’m doing it right?”. He nodded and worriedly said “you don’t have to if you are not sure.” I just kissed him deeply and squeezed gently and pulled, another gasp. Within a minute or two he had started to do the same on me as we kept kissing and sharing our breath. Suddenly his breathing got raspy and ragged and he stopped kissing and clung to me fiercely as he croaked “I love you!” and then I felt it. He had stopped pulling on me because all he could do was cling to me. Later I would find out that no one had ever touched him there and he had never really gotten into jacking off so it was a totally new experience for him and overwhelmed every one of his senses. We later found a couple blobs of his come five feet outside the tent on the ground as we were tearing down! When his breath returned he embraced me and just wanted to hold and be held. He shook with these new emotions and feelings. It was like holding a small weeping child. He seemed so small in my arms. After a half hour he was recovered and he looked into my eyes and began deeply kissing me again. Again our bodies entertwined. As I held him and gently explored his soft front side he steered his fingers gently around my balls and member and squeezed, pulled, squeezed, pulled I wanted think of nothing but him but I was going into a trance. His arm sliding up and down my torso as he remained in my arms. It reminded me of what it must be like for a seething bundle of new puppies must feel as they gain new comfort from each other and their mother that they have never known before. Suddenly my every thought was interrupted. I was being ripped and shaken to my core. I couldn’t breath and I didn’t know that it was still Ryan’s mouth sealed over mine sharing our breaths. The lack of oxygen seemed, rather than diminish my senses, heighten them beyond all I could imagine possible. Suddenly I came fore the first time! My bowels seemed to erupt with every pleasure. I thought as never before, loved as never before and saw my future clearer than I had ever thought possible. I knew I was gay and that Ryan would be my lover and friend and that my family would understand.
After talking about us and our future Ryan got so serious and asked me if I was sure or if it was what his friends called “the afterglow” talking… I knew. I was clear. On the last day of this trip I would tell my family that I was gay. This was not unusual in our club or among our friends so I knew that my parents wouldn’t be hypocrites. Later I would reintroduce them to Ryan as my boy friend if that is what he still wanted.
As we grew silent and recovered from our moments I asked him if I could do something for him. I think that since he was gay the longest that he should know the most about everything. But I had only just learned this from his sister and it had felt so good that I knew I wanted to share it with him. His eyes twinkled and he closed them and half puckered his sensual lips half expecting some new kiss. I quietly slid down to his hips and put my hands on each side as he lay on his back in our little tent. His few light brown hairs tickled my face and my breath on his member caused him to shudder in anticipation. Almost instantly as my lips gently enveloped him he grew and his knees rose to my chest. I heard him whimper so slightly as he stuttered my name and his penis rose and stiffened in my mouth. I wondered what it would be like for me. I was trying to be brave but I had no idea what his fluid taste like or if he would accidentally pee. I concentrated on giving him my best and all my attention. To suck and move my tongue just as his sister had done to me that morning. He was shaking and I asked if he was cold and needed to get into the sleeping bag, he almost silently croaked, “no! Feels sl good, you’re so beautiful!”. I kept going and trying to make it the best I knew how without scraping my teeth on his soft thin flesh. When he finally came into my mouth he was breathing rough and his hand ran through my hair and pressed me gently farther onto his hard penis as the liquid silk flooded down my throat threatening to choke me. It wasn’t tasty, a little plain and salty. I kept sucking and soon he wanted to kiss me. I lay between his legs with my recovered hardened penis firmly rubbing against his soft moist one. I kissed deeply as if that would be the last time.
This has gotten long again but I want to share the rest…. Watch for my title for the third and last part of “wren” -that’s me

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