Where it happened: My Bedroom
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 2
Category: Straight
Thank you very much for running my life, (im not going to use her name). I know this happaned a while back. But im still pissed at what you did to me, because of what you did to me, I cant have a normal relationship thanks, to what happened in the relationship with you. I dont feel like talking to The PRINCIPAL, The POLICE, My PARENTS, and then Having to tell them everything in exact detail.
Of who Made The First MOVE, Who Touched WHERE, Who KISSED WHERE, Who LICKED WHERE, What POSITION, How Many TIMES, How Many ORGASMS, How Long it LASTED, How long we KNEW each Other, And How Long Did we have SEXUAL INTERCOURSE FOR.
And with all this on my mind, as well everything else in life, and then spreading THIS to all your FREINDS and Then the ENTIRE SCHOOL, I didnt get to have a Real HIGH SCHOOL education. I had to do HOME SCHOOL, from that day on. Not only from Prosocution of other people from around school, But the Police, and other concerned parents, want to have AN OFF Duty cop, and a Private Security guard follow me and escort me around school, to school, and back home.
So I took home school so I wouldnt have to deal with all that pressure, and MISSED out on all school has to offer, My FREINDS, MY Fav. teachers, Seeing a new school, Chatting with Classmates, and Most of all making NEW freinds, And quite possibly a new GF.
Also thanks to you, Some girls That I liked that you knew, and then told them, if they hadnt already heard what happend, Have Wanted to be JUST FREINDS, or See me as A BIGGER OLDER BROTHER. Do u know how hard it is for me to find a girl that Is easy for me to talk to, I get along with great, has things in Common with me, We get along great and Hasnt thought of me as a Freind or as a Brother, well do you cause I dont. Mostly all of the girls I talk to and have things in common with want to be Just freinds, or Im like Bro to them. I’ll tell you when I find her, I have been looking for 2.8years and still havent found, I have even tried the Online things, and still nothing.
I can find plenty of NSA but im not for that, nor do I support it, I have found no one to cuddle on the couch with, go to a movie with, or Have an Actual Relationship with.
And yes I realize Im a tall and big guy, I understand that, and I know most girls just go head over heels for a man in uniform, and I understand I’m not like that.
So why the fuck then did you spread those god damn fucking rumors around, did you think it was some big fucking joke haha, it Wasnt funny, we had a relationship, we had sex for 5hours, mainly of me doing lots of things to do or for you, I know you were enjoying it, you kept telling me you were. you didnt even return the favor once, which I thought was odd But seeing it was my first time ever to have sex though it wasnt yours, i could that much, I knew that some girls arent into that kind of thing so I thought nothing of it, when we finally went at it and you started really getting into it, everything was fine, when we were done you left in kinda of a hurry, Which again was odd, but not abnormal.
The next few days, were also kind of odd, seeing that we had been going out for a little while, I was on the top of the world, I coulnt have been happier, finally find A girl I liked, but one thing that totally blew me out of the water was, a few days later we were making out, and then you said Sorry Matt, I only do it once with every guy I meet, and then broke up with me right then and there.
I was still the nice guy though, I helped you get packed, I helped your parents who seemed to love me, I went to a few buddist meetings with you, I threw you two very big bon fire going away parties, and then what do u do, to make me hate you, you leave and come back 6months later, you head straight to the police station and file a claim that I raped you, which I know I most certinaly did not. Hell you were the one who made the first move, and told me what you had instore for me. the day you did that, was also the day you went back home, so the police couldnt interigate you any further, and instead had to interigate me for the next 2weeks.
From that day on I havent been able to a REAL RELATIONSHIP with anyone I have met, I have wanted to go out with so many girls, But right as Im about to ask them out, I get a vision of what has scared me and I cant go through with it.
SO THANK YOU VERY MUCH BITCH !!!!
TIME TO VENT PART TWO
Me and (Im not going to use her name) had been goin out for a few weeks, we had met in a class, that we shared for 3 periods, we had sat next to each other, we had talked to each other, we had gone to each others houses and had even hung out together. So one week my mom leaves, to go see my brother for a few days, out of state, I can handle a week by myself, even though I was only 15.
SHE was also 15, she knew my mom was out of town, We went to the movie store and she was starting to rub against me we picked up 3 movies and I can remeber each one, Super troopers, old school, and animal house, we go to the Supermarket, she picks up some things as she told me to wait outside as it was a surprise.
We get back to my house, and go into my room, as thats where the tv and dvd player was (my parents dont watch tv or really use a computer). we lay back on my bed which is very big about 8′ x 7′, she lays into me, and we start to watch the movie, Super troopers was first. next thing I know im on my back and she on top of me kissing me and nibbling on my ears, then she roles back over as if nothing had happened, I thought nothing of it then she asks me to nibble on her ears, and then things stared moving, shirts were flying, pants were flying, so on and so on until we were both naked, she was on her back with her legs spread asking for me to do some favors to her, and as it was my first time ever to do anything like this, I jumped right on in there, about 30min went by, then an hour then 2, and 3 and 4, of me just eating away, (my tounge was so tired but I kept at it). finally about 5hours later and 2.5 movies down (that we werent even watching), we finally as some would say “made Woopie”, or in lame terms had sex.
After wards she had left and almost instanly her father calls, and im think “oh holy shit” he’s gonna kill me, he didnt, I think he knew what I did but didnt think shamefully on it, but instead took me and his buddy out to the Navy Rec-hall at a base nearby, and stayed there until midnight playing pool, arcade games, and much more.
After that day and even before that Day her family had always liked me, her mom was a bit off, making sexual jokes, and crude humor and things but I know that her family liked me, I went to a few religous meetings with her. 1 because I like her, and 2 to show her that I cared about her, and to show I had intrest in her activites.
A few days later after the day that we had sex, she was at my house again and that was where she told me that she only sleeps with A guy, only once with who she goes out with and then treats me like shit from that day on, where I treated her with respect, and dignity as this was how I was raised.
then after all that she moves away, she comes back 6 months later and says I had raped her.
think thats bad enough no its not.
I had disrepected a few teachers for making dumb decisions, and for yelling and cursing at a teacher (only after he called me a sack of shit, and that I would never amount to anything). So one fateful day, I think most students would remember it that day. I was 2 years ago, now almost 3, It was raining, It was raining hard part of the school were flooded and, other parts were closed down, even some of the portables hard started to take on water, or have the roof leak. I was called into the office for a parent, teacher, principal meeting. There was my mom, and basically all my teachers, even some I didnt have any problems with and a few subs I did Have problems with. the Principal, and the assitant Principal. There they asked me to wait outside and then they would call me in when they were ready. about 1.5hours goes by, and all of sudden 2 uniformed police and a detective show up, the detective goes in while the offecers stay outside with me. where I went they follwed me, (perhaps thinking I was going to run, or worse, dont really know what they were doing, I do know now though)
so after about 3-4 hours later, the meeting is over during which time the school therapist, and a member of the counsoling staff had gone into the meeting. when the meeting was over my mom dragged me away from school out to her car, and wanted to know everything that had happened between me and (the girl), she knew we had had sex but wanted to know it all, and I was scheduled to go to the police station right after school, and explain everything that happened bewteen me and the girl, but not only infront of the female detective, but my mom, a recording, and 2 more uniformed officers, so about 2 hours later, of intense interigating, they finally let me leave the station, but called me a few more times, the next 2 weeks, to come and tell more, and more. hoping I would slip and say something That I didnt do.
More over my parents got in touch with the cheif who had no idea that any of this had been dealt with, and also a breech of contract had happened, the detective was supposed to tell us first, and not to tell the school, But that was a little late as the school had already been arranging special things for me to be at the school.
also since this whole fiasco has happened, I havent had a GF or sex since that day.
SO….
THANK YOU VERY MUCH BITCH !!!!!
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