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Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 1
Category: Straight
I am saving it for something special. Not necessarily marriage – but I have to be in love. And he has to be in love with me too. I currently have someone – he is sensitive, gentle, caring, sweet… almost perfect. Except I don’t know enough about him. What little play we have had was very tender – I could almost say he loves me, but I won’t because I don’t trust men. He is still innocent, though not a virgin, and I treasure that. He said that he would never force me to do anything that I didn’t want to.
He said – it should be consensual. Truly consensual, not just being able to convince the girl to agree. I have had oral sex before; the guy used me and then told me it wasn’t special for him because I wasn’t as good as his first girl. When I told him (he who is mine now), he held me close and said it would never be like that.
I am willing to wait, and I hope that my first time will be with him. But I want our relationship to be based on love and trust, and not physical sensation.
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