Where it happened: girls bedroom
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
I must first say my actions were foolish and this whole ordeal should never have taken place. I am using this websight to confess my sins.
With that in mind… S… and I had been dating for four months. She was 16 and I was 15. As in most cases, I wanted to DO IT and she didn’t. We did everything but the deed, however, she wanted to remain a virgin until marrage. I won’t blaim what I did to convince her on testosterone or young age. I think my actions were brutal. I telephoned her and made another of my many fruitless attempts to get her in the sack. When this failed yet again, I became extremely frustrated. I told her if she loved me she would do it. I know how corny and wrong the statment was. The debate lasted about twenty minutes. If I loved her I wouldn’t force her into it. I seriously was ready to end it (the relationship) if I didn’t get it. So I told her the relationship was over. Now she was quite fond of me. She had proposed a few weeks before. A serious proposal. I couldn’t even drive so that was kind of A dead issue. I guess if I loved her I would have married her. At any rate, she could stand to lose me so she started crying. This is usually when women get their way. I was totally heartless and refused anything less than sex. So to get to the point I got my sobbing yes from her. My only words to her at that point were, “Ok I’ll see you at midnight”. Then I hung up. What a jerk. I then rode my bicycle to the store and bought a package of condoms. At a quarter ’till midnight I was on the bicycle again. On my way to deflower the fair maiden. When I got there she was still crying. After a little forplay and a lot of cramming we were going at it. To make the situation worse air noises were made down stairs during the act much to her embarassment. What do I do. Suprise, I didn’t tell her it was ok and normal, I collapsed on top of her and went into a hysterical laughter. She also had a problem with doing it in her room while her parents slept in the next room. I figured that she’d get over.
I never realized what an impact the loss of virginity would have. I probably don’t need to say it but she left me soon after. She cheated on me. I agree I deserverd it completely. Then I became an ordained minister. True Story. I am a changed man I am not sick enough to even make something like that up. Please virgins and none virgins alike let this stand as the example of how not to satisfy the desires of the flesh. God gave us hands for a reason!!!
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