Well, I had dated lots of guys in the past and have had lots of sexual history, but I never actually had had sex. I was dating this really great guy who was super sensitive and we had been messing around a lot. I was afraid to tell him that I was a virgin because he 9 and had slept with a couple of people. However, one Friday night, the making out got really serious and I was pretty turned on. He said he was going to get some protection and that’s when I got scared. I told him that I was a virgin and he said that we didn’t have to. Anyways, we tried but it hurt so we stopped. A few days later we tried again and made more progress but it couldnt have been very good for him at all. He was very nice and gentle about it, always making sure I was alright and going very slow and not too far in. Later on, we actually had real sex. He went all the way in and I bled. It hurt more than anything so I tensed up, naturally making it hurt more. He never came and wasn’t selfish at all. We tried still a few more times with me still bleeding. I think there is something wrong with me because most people only bleed once, maybe it was because we did it more in stages. Anyways, one night, I told him just to please finish because I felt so guilty that he wasn’t cuming. Sex has gotten a lot better now. I had always wanted to wait until I was in love, but sadly, I didn’t. There is no doubt in my mind though that I love him now and I have no regrets. I don’t think anyone else could be so accomodating to my needs and so unselfish.
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