i didnt think id be writing about my first time for a long
time; it just didnt seem like the tye of thing that would
happen to me. it all began at the beginning of the summer
whn i went to france for a month and met this really great
guy whom i thought id be together with for a very long time.
i havent ever really been good with relationships and for
some reason this one seemed like it would last. when i
returned to the u.s. my french boy and i kept in touch. we
kept saying that we wanted to see eachother again and stuff;
he said he loved me, but i couldnt bring myself to utter
those words…
then i went to visit family in south america. gettng very
bored of visiting relatives all i wanted to do was see this
guy that id met, but for dlight reasons i was forced to stay
down south for the rest of the month although i thought i
wanted other things. eventually things got better; i met
people and began to party. we drank and laughed and had an
amazing time wih my cousins. my first time started am
when my cousin woke me up. id been to a party earlier and
after coming home id gone straight to bed. the reason theyd
woken me up was because this guy whod been my classmate in
kindergaren had thought i was hot.
now, the reason i added the thing about france was because
this encounter gave me confidence and id debated as to my
readiness for sex. id decded that i was ready.
the guy and i talked for a while and reminisced about our
childhoods. boy, was he hot. blue eyes and dark brown hair,
muscular build and good fashion sense. we danced to a couple
of songs on my cousins playlist and began to kiss.
then we moved downstairs to my aunts king sized bed. my aunt
and uncle had gone to the beach for an extra long weekend and
had left 3 teenagers alone (the 3 became about 20 every
night). we kissed and rolled all over the place for a while.
he massaged my clit and ate me out. this was the first time
that anyone had eaten me out and it was amazing. he also
fingerfucked me. now this was a totally new and great
experience. he seemed to know exactly where to put the fingers
on the inside that made me moan in pleasure. i gave him head.
and then he asked if i wanted to lose my virginity. seeing
as i wanted to lose it to the french guy i refused. he kept
asking what i was afraid of because it was so obvious that
i wanted him. he had a condom with him. eventually i agreed.
it was so painful and is huge dick just wouldnt stay in. i
must say it was very awkward.
we didnt say much to eachother after that which sucked
because i had adored this boy in my youth. so it goes. i dont
regret what i did, i just wish that our relationship had
grown from the experience. ill always remember this guy and
in many ways wish that i could someday see him again and
have things be like that night. but i cant wat around forever
and have since moved on.
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