Where it happened: South Bend, IN
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
I had been seeing Annie for 2 years, minus a few months when she dumped me the first time ’cause I moved 2 hrs away to GR, Michigan. I managed to win her back, as it were, and our relationship got more intense, even though we never actually saw each other. We would get online every night and have cybersex for an hour or so. It was really fun. We did it partly because we couldn’t see each other and wanted to be intimate, partly because we wern’t really ready to do it for real (not at first). Then, one day, she told me she REALLY REALLY wanted me to come down. So I orchestrated an elaborite scheme revolving around an orthodontist appointment and a party at a friend’s house. We were gonna meet there and “go for a walk”.
We went to a small patch of woods behind an elementary school near by. We started making out and all sorts of foreplay. I had seen dirty magazines and seen some porn and thought that is what sex was like. We were both virgins so we really didn’t know what it was supposed to be like, after all, I was 15 and she 16.
I, and I am told it is rare, was mostly concerned with making sure she had fun. She came twice, once by cunnilignus, once by missionary style intercourse. We were trying cowgirl out when she told me she wanted to stop and go back. I was like, “ok, but i haven’t cum yet”. She really wanted to go and i didn’t want to hurt her feelings so i consented.
My mom found out that she and i were seeing each other (i neglected to mention that the whole relationship had been clandestine). I got a letter from her on my birthday telling me that she enjoyed the sex and that she was dumping me cause she never really loved me. My mom was furious that i had slept with her and lied to a lot of people to do it. We had a big fight and she ended up nailing me right between the eyes with an old spice bottle. it gave me a healthy scar that i still have. add that to the fact that i basically got used for two years for sex, teo years that could have been spent pursuing more meaningful local relationships, and my first time pretty much sucked.
I am now, however, in a relationship with a wonderful young woman. It is healthy and happy (cept my mom still doesn’t know. She has made it her mission to disapprove of any girl i bring home) and we have an excellent sex life.
I regret that i gave my virginity to someone like that. I wish i could have saved it for my current love, who i am engaged to now. The lesson is to just be careful. And sex, is nothing like porn. You have an obligation to the enjoyment of your partner but you have a right to enjoy it too.
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