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too scared

Age when it happend: fourteen
Where it happened: my best friends bedroom floor
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 7
Category: Straight

well, my friend Nick and i had been REALLY close friends for about fifteen months, we’d been through everything together. i have alot of fears, one is about having a guy who’s an idiot break me in, or having my first time be while i’m being raped (my biggest fear)so he knew all this and he’s always told me about how scared he is to have to break someone because he would never EVER want to hurt anyone. so i found that i had three options:
a) get broken by someone who would take advantage.
b) buy a dildo and be too scared to use it.
c) have my most trusted and loved guy-friend ‘help’ me.
so we discussed it for a while, we found that we’d been through enough together for it not to ruin ANYTHING. so we put towels down on his floor and he got out a condom from his drawer, he wasn’t a virgin, but had never broken anyone before. he was pretty big, over seven inches, he was also incredibly advanced in puberty for a fourteen year old, his voice changed when he was in fifth grade.so he ground into me, i almost screamed, he came out quickly and just hugged me, and told me that it was alright.
i love him so much, we are even closer now, i never thought that i could trust anyone that much.

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