alright so, i’d been dating my boyfriend for about seven months (we’d broken up once for about 2 weeks, but we got back together). Anyways, in this time we’d done everything except actually have sex, but you know we both thought about it constantly. So one day his wheh his parents were at work (he has extremely strict parents so we had to have a time when they werent home) he invited me over, and I knew what was gonna happen so i went. When i got there, we just chilled for a little while then started fooling around on his bed. I loved this kid so much, he was the greatest, and I wanted to lose my virginity to him (he was a virgin too) and i could tell he did by the way he was pokin the hell outta my leg (haha). so he just looks at me with these blue eyes, gives me this little look from heaven,and says “you wanna?” and i was like “wanna what?”, just teasing. And he gave me this look like, you know what i mean. So he got up to get a condom from his bureau (its the only way kids!), and came back and laid down on top of me. We turned the lights off and it was so dim, but we could still see eachother. So eventually all our clothes were off, and he just looked at me, and said he loved me, and he always would, and then we started. Well, lemme tell you, it hurt like anything. worst pain of my life. but the pain was over in about 10 or 15 s, and it started to feel ok. he lasted about 10 minutes (pretty good for your first time). And I didnt come that time but it was still worth it. That was a couple months ago, and weve been having regular sex since then, and its great. Im glad i lost it to someone I cared about, in the end I guess that makes all the difference.
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