Where it happened: at his house
Langauge: english
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
me and my boyfriend had been going out for about 5 months, my mother and father were against it mostly because he was 5 years older than me. we meet over the internet which i guess made them more protective over me, but as soon as i got to know shaun he was the sweetest most caring guy ever. he was 20 then and i was 15. he took me out to dinner and treated me all the time, i felt so spoilt. i remember when he started a fight with a guy my age because the guy was trying to hit on me, but thats another story.
shaun was so cute, 5.2″ kind of muscular but not over the top. he was always weaing jeans or shorts and i loved to look at his nice muscular legs cling to the metiral. he saw me looking a few times and just smiled at me. he has ery dark brown hair and brown eyes to match. he always said i was beautiful, i didnt really beleve him because i had never really had a lot of boyfriends. i was picked on as well because i wasnt the thinest person at my school. after school i sometimes went to shauns house crying. he was always so sweet to me. there was only one time he ever treated me badly but that was forgiven almost as soon as it happened. it was when his fater died and he lost his temper and shouted some harsh insults at me, but he stopped straight after creid a little and i hugged and kissed him, he said he was sorry he lost his temper and didnt mean to.
to understand why i turned up a his house u have to know a little about my past. when i was 11 one of my fathers friend sexually abused me. he touched me for 2 years and then he started to rape me. it was then that i told my pearents. he was put in prison for 4 1/2 years and put on the sex affenders for 10. i had told shaun this and he never pushed me into anything, we went at my pace. i also told him that as a result of being abused i cut myself, but had stopped when my famly had got me a theripist.
well one night i was out with some friends and i saw the man that abused me. he was let out early. my friends couldnt tell what had happpened to me because i had never told them. i was standing frozen still and crying. they had no idea. i did what i always knew i would do if i saw him again, i ran. ran as fast as i could. when i got home i started doing what i had stopped. i cut myself, pushing the kitchen knife into my arm. it was probably an hour later i let the house with no word to ether of my pearents about where i was going. i turned up at shauns door step crying and pulling my jacket sleves down as far as possable. he let me in and sat me down on the sofa. he told me to explain what was wrong while he held me, with my head on his chest. i told him everything except the cutting.. it was when i refused to let him take my jacket of i think he caught on. he looked at me and said ‘gabby show me your arms please’ i cried a lot and slowly rolled my sleves up. he looked scared seeing the fresh cuts on my wrists. we cuddled or about another hour and then i started to kiss him.
it was different to what had happened to me when i wa younger. i didnt want sex i wanted to make love to shaun. i took off my top and went back to kissing him, but he stopped me and asked if this was what i truly wanted. i said that it was and that to me it wasnt sex it was making love. he smiled kissed me and startd to rub up and down my body. removing his shirt and then my bra he held me close and kissed me a little more. he pulled back got up and lead me by the hand to his bedroom. laying me down on the bed he got ontop and slowly romoved my pants. he kissed his way down my body as he did. he then removed his pants and boxers, i looked at his penis in awe. it was so big, how the hell was that meant to fit in me. he asked i i was scared and i just knodded. he said that i i wantd to stop all i had to do was tell him and he would stop. then he removed my panties and stared to finger me. i was bucking my hips with him and he started to nibbe on my nipples. after about an hour of foreplay he started to push into me. it hurt alot and i could eel mysel streatching around him. after a few seconds he was fully in and he looked at me, kissed m and smiled. pumping in and out of me i started to moan. he held off as long as possable and then started to say ‘im coming! im coming!’ and the he started to shake and i felt him come inside me.
we kissed and cuddled all night and fell asleep together. my pearents were mad when i got home but i didnt care. he proposed to me a week later and said that he had never loved anyone the way he loved me. it was also a month later that i found out i was pregnant.
well now 6 years later we r hapily married have a beautiul 5 year old daughter and i am expecting again.
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