I went to a Catholic High School for girls. I was afraid of boys. I’d come to this country when from Czechoslovakia, so I was always different. They used to call me a lesbian in elementary school. And in high school I thought I was a lesbian because of the fact that I couldn’t attract a boy. I went through chunky days, but in high school I was pretty thin and obsessed with boys. It had nothing to do with boys or weight. It was my attitude. I was still playing with Barbies. The thought of kissing a boy made me want to vomit. One time in high school, I had a blind date, I went to prom, but the moment he wanted to kiss me, I wanted to throw up. Again, it was my attitude. If I tried to talk to them I’d get all red in the face When I 1, I had my first boyfriend. It was fun, but the moment he gave me a letter saying he loved me and wanted to kiss me, I wasn’t attracted. So that’s why I I’m not sure how it happened the first time. I 1. A girlfriend of mine was dating this guy and it was his friend. We went to a club called Scream. It was the one featured in the movie Less Than Zero. The alternative crowd. That’s where I first saw Jane’s Addiction. He wasn’t anything special, but through the night, I noticed he was paying more attention to me. I remember watching this show. And afterwards he kissed me. Instead of being afraid, it was so natural. I moved toward him. It was the greatest kiss I’ve ever had. He ended up taking me to this hotel. We were in the room and there light on. I wasn’t afraid of seeing him naked. I was a little self-conscious myself, of him seeing me, but at the moment I was so into it. He was kissing me, he was so comforting, asking me if it was okay. I remember I’d never been with a guy, naked like that. But the whole time he didn’t look at my body. He didn’t even look at my face. He was just looking at me and focusing at my eyes. He was completely into me.
I was amazed. It was almost like being drugged. And then we tried. He was inside me and as he tried, I started to bleed because he broke through the barrier. But instead of panicking, it was amazing. It was the most beautiful thing ever. It was like a scene from a movie. Like Macbeth. The blood was trickling down and he said, “Are you okay?” And I remember wiping it off from the inside of my leg ad saying, “Wow.” I just remember that moment of the blood. It was like a movie. I think right after that we pretty much stopped. I cleaned up and he took me home. The next day he ended up calling me right away. And we did it again. My first experience was the best. I struck it rich in one night. The guy was handsome. There was no pain. It didn’t hurt. I didn’t worry about my parents, being home late like I would have. It was amazing. It was a moment of rebellion. It was when I stopped doing what my parents told me and I started rebelling. And it was just appreciating the fact that I do like boys.
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