Where it happened: his house
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 9
Category: Straight
He was my angel. We didn’t know eachother very well, but we got along beautifully. He was 10 years my senior and he had a way of always making me feel at ease. After watching 2 powerful movies, I went outside to his backyard for some air. The waxing moon was nearly full and I sighed deeply at it. He followed me outside and kissed me gently when it started to rain. I loved the feel of him so close. I loved his smell. I loved the sound of his voice. He told me in a very casual way that he was in the habit of bathing before he went to bed and asked me if I’d like to join him. I knew somehow that I was safe and would not be pushed into anything I didn’t want, so I told him yes. I waited outside as he prepared the bath. He came back quickly and announced almost excitedly that it was ready.
I followed him to the bathroom and was pleased to find a bubble bath with candles. He undressed quickly and turned around and said, “This is me. I’m not ashamed of my body.”
I turned my head politely, I was too afraid to look at him. While he got in, I slowly undressed and sort of hid behind the shower curtain. He soaked in the tub, and I knelt beside him and we talked as we usually do. Finally when he leaned forward to reach the soap I slipped in behind him. So that my knees were drawn up to my chest and facing the wall. When he laid back down, he laid his head on my shoulder and wrapped his arms around my waist. I finally got the guts to look at his cock. I was amazed at how it changed from rather small and limp to long and hard. It doubled in size!!! I didn’t know they did that! He told me I had beautiful breasts and gently caressed them. My whole body was tense with fright. I wanted him, but was too afraid to let myself react. He kissed me gently and continued caressing me. But I wouldn’t let him touch my vagina. He looked me in the eyes and said, “You’re not ready. I’m gonna get out now.” While he was getting up he said, “Wow I just realized I’ve been hard all this time in this hot water. That’s never happened to me before.” I watched him towel off and relaxed again in the water. Now he could see me totally and he told me I was lucky to have such a pretty body. I smiled and thanked him. Again we started talking about normal stuff.
I don’t know how much time went by before I found myself telling him about this beautiful place I had visited in Austria. I closed my eyes so I could fully imagine this place I was describing to him and I suddenly felt his mouth hard on mine. It was the most passionate powerful kiss I ever recieved. I didn’t have time to feel scared, my body simply reacted.
He asked me to get up with him, and I followed him wet and naked to his bedroom. He laid me on the bed and kissed me again. Then he kissed my neck and caressed my breasts. His hands moved down to caress my pussy and I was amazed to find it wasn’t so scary after all. His cock looked beautiful to me and I touched it lightly. He told me not to be shy that I wouldn’t hurt it and I began to stroke and caress it and hoped I was doing everything right. He told me to touch his balls as well. And when I did so he told me in his most soothing voice that he wanted me, that he had never been with a virgin before, and he was afraid of hurting me. I told him I didn’t mind any pain and he reached for a condom. I laughed at him when he told me what a pain in the ass they were and had to try several times before he succeeded in putting it on. Than he rolled on top of me and asked me if I was sure one last time. I nodded and braced myself. It took him a minute to find the angle before he could enter and it hurt like hell. Much more than I expected. I couldn’t help but call out in pain. I felt bad for him because he was being so gentle and I was still yelping in pain. I wanted it to be over with quickly. But finally he held me as tightly as possible and said in a vulnerable voice, “Hold me tight and tell me it’s ok. Tell me it doesn’t hurt you, please.” So I gritted my teeth clasped my legs and arms around him tightly and told him it didn’t hurt any more. Even though it still hurt, it didn’t matter anymore. He was so sweet at that moment that I stopped focusing on the pain and focused on him. He began to moan and pump faster, and I could feel him move against my clit. The pain really started to fade and I found myself moaning as well. Finally he thrust deeply and hard and I knew he was cumming by the expression on his face. He moaned more loudly and thrust two or three more times as hard as he could and I loved to feel him so close. I was so glad he came, his orgasm meant so much to me. And to feel his full tired weight on top of me afterwards was heaven to me.
He kissed me gently again before rolling off of me and I rolled over so my head lay over his chest. When I was sure he was asleep, I told him that a special part of me loved him and that he would never be forgotten, and a few other of the secrets of my heart. I wanted his subconcious to know me. Than I lay back down and let his heartbeat sing me to sleep. The next morning, I was surprised to find there wasn’t that much blood on the bed. He looked beautiful in his sleep. And when he woke we did it again. The pain was so much less the second time.
We ate breakfast together and told jokes and walked to work. I felt so confident and alive (And a little sore). It was amazing to me that I was going to work like any other day. He left for L.A. the next week. Unfortunately due to outside circumstances, I never got to say goodbye, or thankyou. My first lover was very good to me, I will never forget him or stop loving him. The whole experience was so healty, I will miss him. Thankyou Angel.
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