Where it happened: her room
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 6
Category: Straight
my parents had just moved me back up to n.j. and l started back at my old school l had left 3 years prior. l was looking for a girlfriend and was trying too hard. girls seem to know when your pushing. at any rate, l, before l knew it found the one who l thought l would spend my life with and sometimes wish l had. we had only been going out a few months and we were advancing fast in our sexuality.she was young. just 15 and wasnt sure if she was doing the rite thing. every time we got to ware l thought this was it, she would say WAIT. usually just as l was at my fullest and about to enter yet, me being the gentalman l was constantly raised to be …. l would stop and respect her wishes. lt still hurts because l always wanted from my upbringing to have sex with a virgin and stay with her through the coarse of my life and have the kids and family bit. yet one day l got lucky so l thought. she,allthoe l said l would not try anymore till she was ready, said that she wouldnt mind if we went all the way. we got slowly undressedand l was still ready and mentally prepaired to respect her more again if she said stop. still all the time she said nothing and l noticed that it wasnt the same as all the other times… there was allittle resistance at first when l entered her and l wanted to go slow so as not to hurt her. she moaned as l went slowly deeper into her and l felt every part of her tighten as l went on. lt seemed as if it took foreever to get all the way in , in fact, she must of moved at least 3 feet from ware we started as l continued to go deeper inside her. finally l could feel myself bottoming out with the last little bit of me entering her with a few snapps and she grimmaced at the happining of it. then l slowly started to rock in and out with checking on her to see if she was ok. she just still lay there as if she was in a car braced for an accident happening. when it was all over l was so much in love…even after she said she was with her next store neibore about 3 days before we actually made love…l was crushed in thinking that she would do that but she said he got her drunk and took advantage of he in th laundry room. all the time thoe, l was still in the love of my first .l actially asked her to marry me and screwed up even more by doin the honorable thing and joining the navy to give us a good financial start. l allways had a plan for the future and wanted her to be a part of it. that and she led me on to beliieve she was going to be there…untill she sent me a letter from boot camp letting me know in her cowardouse way that she was now seeing someone else…The good thing l know now that is she got what she wanted and thoe it still hurts, l wish her all the best that life can offer her. lm sure l left alot of me in her life and l hope she always remembers the room l made for her on her mothers third floor, she had no room when l met her just a mattress and a dresser in the attic . Just one more thing to say for you all to remember..your first always lasts the rest of your life so make it count and make it memorable. even if you get delt a sour hand at it like l did, be strong. Since then 15 years ago GOD has given me a beutifull wife,a good home, a greate career. and two beutifull children to carry on my name..sometime , l doubt it, but maybey l hope she’ll see this and know that l dont hold a grudge. we were both young. l, in some way will always love you cathy….good luck with whatever you have now. l hope its working for you……..K
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