Shasta

I don’t really remember much about my first time, except my friend and I went to a party, and we were drinking. I started talking to this guy named James, but everybody called him Worm (I have no idea why)but after the party we all went to my friend’s boyfriend’s house. Well my friend and her bofriend went to his room to go to bed, my mom new we were staying the night, anyway James and I were laying on the couch watching t.v. and one thing led to another and we had sex. I was hurting so bad the next day that I could hardly walk. I never heard from him again after that night.

I now feel like I have been used by guys, I ended up becoming pregnant by the 3rd guy that I was with, we split up after I was pregnant. I ended up losing the baby and he didn’t even care. After that I started getting drunk alot and ended up sleeping with one of my guy friends. I new that he used alot of girls just to get sex, but I thought that no one else would want me.

Now I have been with a wonderful guy for about 10 months, he knows about my past including the baby. He asked me to marry him for my birthday present, We will be married in December 2000, which is when is birthday is. The funny thing is he says that he liked me since he seen me in high school, I didn’t know who he was. I also had classes with 2 of his sisters.

I now wish that I would have waited until I met him before, I had my first time. His name is Paul and I love him with all of my heart. I can’t wait until we are man and wife forever. Baby I love you so much, thanks for being there for me through everything.

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