Where it happened: Pub
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 1
Category: Straight
I had allways been large so naturally no one was intrested in me (well that was what I thought at the time)
I had a part time job and I got friendly with some of the other girls there.they were all in their late teens – mid 20’s.I started going to the Pub with these girls every friday night.I wanted to be like them I wanted to act so much older.they were accepting me and I did not want this to change,I would drink excessive amounts and by the end of most nights I would hardly be able to remember what had happened all night.
Anyway one friday night it was about half way through the night and I started talking to this guy I could see that he was alot older than me we chatted a bit swaped ages I told him I was 16 and he told me he was 32 – twice my age.
one thing lead to another and next thing we were kissing ,I had never been kissed even before.In my drunken state it felt pretty good.after kissing for about 5 mins he sugested that we go for a walk (I knew where this was heading)I said ok.
we walked out of the pub and across the road to the public toilets where he asked me if I wanted to have sex with him and I said sure.he layed his coat down on the ground and I lay down on it he unziped my jeans then went to start but I insisted he put on a condom.
All I could think all the way through it was “I just wish this was over” I was VERY emotional .afterwards I told him it was my first time and he said sorry and said since I was being so honest he should be too then he proceded to tell me he was married with children.I just walked away from him and went back to my friends at the pub and I cryed for over an hour.needless to say I never went out with them on a friday night again.
I regret they way it happened and would give anything to change it .But we can’t re-write history and I guess we all make stupid mistakes.I am now happily engaged to a lovely Man and my past stays where it belongs.
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