I used to be one of those people that said that I was going to wait until I got married to have sex. The thought of getting pregnant scared me to death. My mom had actually told me when I was younger that if I became pregnant I would be kicked out of my family for good.
When I came to college, I realized that I was kinda old fashioned in my thinking, and the fact that basically every girl on my hall was taking birth control pills made me realize that maybe I was old enough to be responsible and know my beliefs, and possibly, take the plunge.
A few weeks ago I went to my first gyno appt (YIKES! that was bad) in the on campus clinic and recieved my first supply of birth control pills. I had just gotten back together with an ex boyfriend whom I had dated my senior year in HS (Im a soph in college now) and he was a virgin too. I figured he was a prime candidate. He cares very much for me and respects me. So we talked about it, and agreed. the next time he came up, we were gonna do it.
As the time grew closer I got more and more nervous and scared. But I knew it was time. My plan was to torture him basically.. in front of my friends. heh. and this is my story.
B had to drive a long way to visit me… so when he got here, I game him a quick hug and a kiss on the cheek. I then told him that until we were alone in my room, we could have no intimate contact whatsoever. I knew it would drive him crazy and boy was I right! He didnt get here until about 10:00 PM and was already pretty tired, so we sat around talking to my roomies and their boyfriends until 1 or so… and then we all decided to “go to sleep” I took B to my room and told him that I was going to freshen up in the bathroom and he could stay here while I was gone. I kissed him on the lips and took my silk slip gown and thong underwear (which I had so carefully laid out earlier in the day) to the bathroom and changed and put on a robe and went back to the room. He was sitting at my desk, so I sat in my roommate’s chair (the one I share a room with was out of town for the weekend) and put lotion on my legs like I always do. I could feel his eyes on me and it really turned me on.
After I put on my lotion I put the bottle away and took off my robe and hung it in the closet. I walked over to him sitting in the chair and sat straddling him while facing him and wrapped my arms around him passionately. He put his hands on my legs and rubbed upwards, sort of wadding my dress as he casually caressed my body. He then slipped his hand under my gown and rubbed my pussy through my thong, as I kissed his neck. I then remembered why I had wanted him back. DAMN did he know how to treat a womans pussy! He then moved my thong to the side a little and started fingering me. I was still straddling him, and as my arousal grew hotter and hotter, I fucked his two fingers like they were a dick. I dont think either of us could wait much longer.
I got off of him and crawled up on the top bunk. he took off his shirt and jeans and then got up there with me in just his boxers. He slipped my thong off, and started to kiss my thighs. I seriously thought I was going to cum right then and there. Then he began to lick and suck my pussy and finger me just like I remembered him doing before.. he got me so hot that I came in 5 or 6 minutes. Thats amazing for me because its very hard for me to get an orgasm. We then switched positions, and I began to give my first ever blow job. He slipped off his boxers, and I just kind of looked at his cock in amazement for a minute. It was the first one I’d ever seen (though he’d eaten me before I’d never sucked him) and I was entranced. I slowly licked the underside and he shuddered. I took him in my mouth and slowly went in and out in and out.. getting used to the sensation of feeling his dick in my throat and letting it get deeper and deeper while I massaged his balls. Finally he couldnt take it anymore and he came in my mouth. I was so suprised I couldnt help but swallow!
Then it was time. He took off my silk gown slowly, and we went under the covers. He got on top and I bent my legs up and invited him in. He knew to go slow I guess, and he did. I never felt any pain, I guess all the years of masturbation and his fingering me didnt help, plus the fact that I was so wet! I wrapped my legs around him as he went in and out, in and out.. getting faster and faster as he got closer to cumming. We changed positions and I got on top and straddled him. He could just sit there then, and as I got comfortable moving up and down on him he fondled my breasts and tweaked my nipples. All of a sudden, he gasped, and then came. I was kind of upset because I had not come yet.. and I htink he could tell my dissapointment, because he then ate me out until I had THREE more orgasms! We had sex several more times that night and throughout the weekend until he had to go back ot his own college a few hours away.
I miss him every day. The bond between us is so strong. I get to see him again in 3 weeks and I cant wait. I dont know if we’ll get married. There’s a lot of time between now and then and things and people change. But I hope B and I change together. I dont regret losing my virginity to him. He’s truly special. I love you B, if you read this, tell me!
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