Where it happened: camping
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
When I was in Boy Scouts we used to fool around on
camping trips. It was more than fooling around what I should
say is that we fucked each other in the ass. My first time being
fucked in the ass was when I was eleven. Soon after I got to be
the fucker as well as the fuckee. When I was fourteen, my
family moved to another state when my dad’s company
transferred him. The next time I was on a camping trip in the
new troop I thought I could get some more sex but I was wrong.
The other boys called me a queer and the Scoutmaster said the
whole thing would be forgotten if I quietly dropped out. I didn’t
want the embarrassment so that is what I did.
I dated a few girls in H.S. and I could get a hard-on but
things never got very far until Prom Night when the girl I was
going with said OK to going the distance. I got a room at the
motel and when it came down to it I couldn’t get hard. Kimberly
rubbed my prick until it was sore but it just wouldn’t get hard.
She said it was true about me being queer and got dressed. She
wouldn’t even let me drive her home. She called a taxi and went
home that way.
The next time I tried was last spring with Dawn I met in
my Freshman Composition class. We dated a little over two
months when she invited me to her room. When we got there she
said she was on the pill and her roommate went home for the
weekend. She said she wanted to take our relationship to the
next higher plane. I should explain that I was getting hard-ons
with Dawn when we rubbed each other outside our clothes but
we had never undone zippers. We got undressed and started
making out. I got half hard in the beginning but then I went soft.
Dawn rubbed me with cold cream and nothing happened. She had me smell my fingers after they were in her. She soaked my
prick in a hot wash cloth. Then she wiped me all off and took
me in her mouth and sucked on my prick for just over fifteen
minutes until her mouth got too tired to go on. Any red-
blooded American male not only would have gotten hard but
would have emptied out his testicals twice with that kind of
treatment. Dawn was very kind to me and said I could stay the night but I just wanted to leave.
She is still friends with me but I knew it was over when
I left her dorm. I kind of avoided her the rest of the semester.
I wrote her last summer but she wrote back just twice and then
it was just stuff about people I never met, nothing about her.
When I read her letters over again I wish she had written
something about herself.
After we got back last fall Dawn always had an excuse
like having a paper or needing to wash her hair when I invited
her out at night. Finally she told me she was going steady with
someone else but she would always be my friend. Dawn is the
most wonderful girl I ever met and it broke my heart to lose
her. My heart is still broken. I know I should start dating
someone else but I know what is going to happen with the next
girl.
I think about Dawn all the time and the price I paid for
abnormality and breaking the Boy Scout ideals in my youth. I
don’t want to adopt the homosexual lifestyle but it looks like
I wreaked my sexuality with my past perversions. I knew what I
was doing with the other boys was wrong at the time. My
jacking off is also wrong. I am trying my best to give that up
but I don’t always succeed. I would give anything to go back and
take the right path when I had the chance.
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