It was a Saturday night, very cold, and snowy, in November. I was hanging out at my best friend’s older brother’s house, with Bobby, a boy I have liked for a very long time. Bobby and I had made out, and done everything but have sex before, but things didn’t work out, because he had a girlfriend at the time. Well, tonight was not much different, as Bobby still had a girlfriend (although not the same one), and had invited a different girl over to our friend’s house becuase he liked her. After being at the house for a couple of hours, I worked up the nerve to go and talk to Bobby about how I felt about him. We went into a bedroom, and just talked about how everything was between us, and how he had liked me for some time, as well, but he had been afraid to tell me in fear of rejection. Well, I kissed Bobby, and told him that if he wanted anything to happen between us, he would have to initiate it. He kept telling me he liked it when the girl made the first move, and so I refused, turning it into a little game. After a few minutes passed of nothing happening, I finally conceded to the fact that I wanted to kiss him…I began kissing him, and then stopped, saying, “If you like me as much as I like you, you will make the first REAL move.” He said to me, “prove to me you like me”, and so we moved onto the bed, and I proceeded to get him “ready” for sex. Me being a virgin, and him knowing this, made things kind of awkward at first, but we kept going. Bobby was a “seasoned pro” I guess you could say, and I was just a fumbling idiot. It hurt very bad when he went inside, and conitnued to be very painful until about 4 minutes before he came. I actually began to enjoy myself!!! After we were done, I was very concerned that he wouldn’t speak to me, and pretend as though nothing happened. I talked to him the next day, and we have been together for the last 6 months. The only thing I hated about losing my virginity, was the bleeding!!! I guess you could say I got my cherry popped, HARD! It made a complete mess, but I regret nothing.
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