Where it happened: His car
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
My first time was clumsy, awkward, and didn’t feel very special either. I was almost 15 and had always promised myself that I would wait until the right guy came along, or until I was married. I guess I got caught up, or maybe I was just letting my temptation take over. Either way, it wasn’t something that I took the time to think about, but I don’t regret it much.
My boyfriend Brian was 17 at the time, he’s 19 now. We planned on taking things slow – mostly because he’s 2 years older, and one of my brother’s best friends. I had talked about sex a bit with Brian, but hadn’t really pictured myself doing it yet. We did some other things, like making out and even a little bit of fondling I guess.
I came home one day and he and my brother were doing some stuff at my house like they always did, and I didn’t really care because Brian practically lived at our house anyways. The boys decided they wanted to watch a movie but were bored of our usual movies in our house, so they asked me if I wanted to go to the video store with them. Of course I couldn’t refuse the offer, at least I’d have an excuse to leave the house.
We got to the video store and my brother got out of the car. Brian asked me to get into the front seat and he drove us off to his house. We parked in his garage. I was still really clueless as to what would happen, wondering why he was doing all this. Brian got closer to me, told me he loved me, and kissed me. I was kind of nervous because we had never been this close before. We moved to the back seat of his car and began kissing like we always did. This time was different, he started to touch me in places he had never before dared to. Not too long after, I found myself touching him in places I had not dared to before, but had often thought about.
I had not really thought anything sexual, I was never really turned on by anything you could say. That day, I started feeling it, that feeling where you just want it.
Brian began to undress me, and being caught up in all of it, I went along and helped him. He began touching my vagina and I must admit was really weird. I started to blush and I could feel tingling around my stomach and it felt really good. He continued this until I began to tremble and I felt the strongest feeling I had ever felt before. My muscles were tightening up, and it felt like a release of all that was building up.
He took off his pants and revealed his hard penis. It was big to me, I had never seen one before (unless health books count) but I didn’t know what to do with it. He told me that I was the one he wanted to have sex with and I shyly agreed, being kind of worried and thinking “what the hell am I doing?” I trusted him though, opened my legs, and got ready for him. I could feel him slowly inserting his penis and that’s when I knew I couldn’t take it. It felt like he was ripping me apart down there and I could feel some tears flowing down my face. He kissed me and kept going. I told him to take it out and I felt like I had disappointed him. I got myself together, hugged him, and let him try one more time. I held my breath as he put it in and even though it hurt, kept kissing him. He let out a moan and told me it felt good, but I didn’t understand how it did. Then I could feel a new wetness, not one that I had made, and I knew he had ejaculated inside me. I cried then, and told him that he was stupid for doing that. He cleaned it off, apologized, and got dressed. I got dressed too and he drove me home. He kissed me goodbye and I walked away sore and upset.
My first time wasn’t great, his dick wasn’t 10 inches big and he didn’t fuck me for the rest of the night. I didn’t have a huge orgasm, and I didn’t moan like a slut. It was disappointing and weird and I’m mad I didn’t save my virginity. I love Brian and still do, almost our 3rd year together. We don’t really have sex, nor do we need it (I think). So to all of you out there, don’t do it until you’re absolutely sure of it, and talk it over with your partner because it’s not going to be special unless you plan it together.
– Olivia
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