Where it happened: My parents house
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
okay so this guy was everything I dreamed of… at least at 17. he was so cute, a snowboarder, he read sartre, tolstoy and rode a motorcycle, he was about 3 or 4 years older than me… i met him through friends and we all just thought he was the hottest guy we had ever met! he was smart and philisophical, remember, I was 17… Lets call him Leaf.
Anyways we started hanging out, he lived in another town and was in college. he used to come visit me and we would hang out and make-out wherever we could… i was just head over heels.
then one weekend my parents went out of town and he came to stay for the weekend, mind you we were”dating” at this point. that night i knew what was expected, he had just gotten his eyebrow pierced and I suppose that put me over the edge. this was the guy! he asked if i was a virgin and i lied and i said i wasn’t, but i think he knew… basically it started out fun and then hurt pretty bad, we tried it again the next day and again it did not go so well… later that day, right out of an “after school special” , he dumped me. he said he did not want to be exclusive. i was devastated… i cried all night to a good guy friend who I ended up dating for 6 years…
Leaf and I stayed in touch for years after, even after I started dating my friend the consoler… Leaf traveled the country and called every few months I only saw him a few more times until about 5 years later I ran into him on my college campus, we talked and he asked me out and I said I was too busy and left him somewhat stunned… I am still amazed I was able to walk away from him. He pretty much was my fantasy boyfriend… Even now I think of him now and again and even though I am married and it has been 13 years…if I saw him again-who knows….
Processing your request, Please wait....
