Where it happened: In the guys bedroom!
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 2
Category: Straight
As soon as I even viewed the room in the rented accomodation in Dublin that I subsequently moved into I just knew that I was hopelessly attracted to one of the guys that already lived there!He is Latvian, I am Irish.He was dark and handsome,with the natural eye liner thing going on, not tall, but that doesn’t bother me as I’ only 5 ft 4 anyway so height isn’t such a problem for me as it is for many. So when I heard that he was single I was inwardly thrilled!We got on straight away as as it turns out he was attracted to me from the beginning too!So anyway after a few months of living in the house and trying in vain to convince myself that being with him would be a bad idea, i decided to just let things happen should they happen to!So in mid January he returned from being home in Latvia for Christmas and of course he brought back cheap drink from there..strong stuff too!!We had had a good bit to drink anyway and everyone else in the house had gone off to bed or to do whatever they were doing.He asked me if I had any hand cream as his hands were all dry from the cold weather. So I got him some and decided what the hell, I’d give him a hand massage, to which he responded to very appreciatively and asked me if I was trying to make him horny!!!He was saying something and I helped him out with a word or finished off what he was trying to say. His english, let it be said, was quite good and I had no trouble understanding him, but sometimes I still helped a little as necessary. He said that he loved how I seemed to always be able to do this, to which I replied by saying ‘I can read your mind’!With this he leaned in closer to me, as we were sitting side by side on the couch, and asked if I could tell what he was thinking now?(Great link I thought to myself!!)I said I had a fairly good idea, at which he leaned even closer and said ”and what about now” to which I said I had an even better idea of what he was thinking now!So he said ”and what do you think”?So I said why not?!and again he asked are you sure?So I leaned in and we had our first kiss, which was definitely a good one!!We moved into his bedroom where things moved quickly but I felt really comfortable with him and let him explore me as he wished and me him. We didn’t actually have full intercourse that first night….that came a few nights later and it was yet another 2 and a half months before I properly lost it to him!…..and that night I gave him oral for my first time ever too!. We had a strange relationship, one which I think we both kinda knew was never going to be anything serious even though I do believe that we were very attracted to each other as we kept coming back to each other but the night I lost it to him was also the last time I ever saw him as he had just moved house and I was moving within the next few weeks. Of course I was heartbroken and hurt for a while after all that happened and while he always treated me quite well while I was with him I did feel somewhat used the way things turned out but i’ve gotten over that now and moved on. I do of course still think of him but I have no regrets and wouldn’t really change the way things happened as I was happy to lose my virginity to someone who I was irresistably attracted to. My motto is not to cry because it’s over but rather to smile because it happened.In his own way he has made me a happier more carefree person as I think virginity is this big thing hanging over your head and when it’s gone it doesn’t necessarily mean that you loose all morals but rather you get out there and live life to the fullest knowing that it’s not all that big of a deal as you think it is before it happens for you.Don’t get me wrong, I Love It!, but it’s not the only thing that matters and is needed to make a relationship work!
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