I just read the entry from “Right or Wrong” and felt a need to share my story with her.
I met my first serious boyfriend when I 9 and at University in Boston. He tried for months to convince me to go all the way with him. I felt him start to slip away and thought the only way to keep him was to sleep with him. I got drunk figuring that would give me a little more courage to go through with it. We went for a walk and ended up under the bleachers in the football field. That’s where we did it. Not exactly how I imagined my first time to be. He rushed through it so fast and it hurt a lot. A few weeks later we broke up.
About a year later I met someone else – someone who really cared enough to wait until I was ready. When we made love for the first time together it wasn’t planned. It just happened one day when we least expected it. It was incredible. We were kissing and he slowly started to let his hands wander. I felt his hands caress my breast as he was nibbling my ear and knew that the time had come. As his tongue worshipped my nipples I felt the knot in my stomach tighten with anticipation. His tongue touched every inch of my body. By the time he was ready to enter me I was so wet I thought I would explode. When we were BOTH done, he covered me with soft kisses as he held me all night.
So, miss “Right or Wrong” you did not do anything wrong, but your boyfriend did by not appreciating the gift you were giving him and not taking the time to make sure you would enjoy it. My advice is to look forward to your real first time – the time when the right man will make you feel better than you ever thought possible.
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