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nikki

Age when it happend: 18
Where it happened: sister's bed
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 1
Category: Straight

I’d been dating this guy about a month. He was really great. I met him about a month and a half before I was leaving for college, so I knew we wouldn’t be together long. I usually don’t get into relationships too easy, but I met him through a mutal frined and really liked him, and figured what the hey? He had long hair, a big black truck, and a nice paying job. He would drop everything to come to my house late at night and drive me somewhere for a bite to eat, talk, or ummm…other things. 🙂 I happen to be a very curious person, and I like to experience things. Well, I had experienced many things- but never sex. I really liked him, perhaps even loved him in a way, but it was more infatuation because I really hadn’t known him that long. So, I “decided” he would be my first. So, we got really hot and heavy in the car one night, and just about had sex. I really freaked out because he wasn’t protected and I really didn’t want my first time to be in a car. Call me stuck up or something. It just didn’t fit my romantic image of my first time. So, I told him to come to my house that Wednesday, which happened to be August 27, 1997. Hey, I’ve got a good memory for details. They do say you always rememeber. 🙂 So, he did. At first he was joking around that he had chickened out and hadn’t bought the condoms. In a way I was sort of relieved, and kind of disappointed. I was actually overall really nervous. My mom was at work and my sister was at school, and I was leaving for college out-of-state the very next day. Anyway, he got the condoms and got me a pack of peppermint Altoids because he knew I loved them. I told him I wanted to play a song on the piano for him, “Unforgettable”. So, I did and it was all sort of romantic. We went into my sister’s room, and got on her waterbed (which he told me later was hard to have sex on hehe) and started making out. It was kind of rushed because I had promised to pick up my sister for lunch at school, and we only had about a half an hour. But, I really had my mind set on “getting it over with” and since I can be very stubborn, I stuck to the “original plan”. So, well…we had sex. I’d say it was one of the most painful things I’d experienced. I hate to disappoint any girl virgins out there…but it hurt. Luckily it only lasted a few seconds (but seemed like minutes) and then it was actually quite pleasurable. 🙂 The actual act felt rather strange. Not as strange as someone sticking their finger up your nose, but definitely strange. It worked out pretty well. Of course it’s supposed to, but I always had trouble imagining exactly where all the legs and other parts would go. Call me silly or unimaginative. I’m sure some of you know what I’m talking about. Don’t worry, it works. 🙂 Anyway, I felt a bit like an insect under a magnifying glass, and thought how ridiculous I probably looked. Of course these were just flashes of thought behind my basic enjoyment. He had suggested I get on top for a “better feel”, but I was pretty inhibited and absolutely refused. So, we did it the old
fashioned way. Which suited me just fine. Afterwards, I felt a bit awkward. We had to get up right away and get my sister, so I just threw on some clothes. I was a little freaked to discover I was bleeding a little, which lasted a few hours. Oh yeah, boy was I happy. (I hope you all recognize the sarcasm) So, got in the truck. Went and picked up my sister at school. It was pretty funny, she was just meeting him for the first time and I had just had sex with him in her bed. hehe. She still doesn’t know. Someday I’ll tell her. Anyway, we went out to eat at a nice restaurant and had a good time. He came over later that night for my “going away” party and meet my family and other friends. Saying goodbye, he asked me never to forget him. He gave me a heirloom that had been in his family for awhile. It was a dragon that was supposed to watch over who ever had it. He also have me his lucky gambling piece which he had won and carried on him all the time. So, I left for college the next day. I’ve talked to him a
few times since, but we haven’t really kept in touch besides that. It’s been five months and I haven’t had sex since. I really don’t feel any different though. Maybe I have lost some of my earlier inhibition, but that could just be going away to college. I have a new boyfriend now, and am taking it much slower. Well, that’s my first. Hope yours goes well, it is a special thing. It is definitely an experience to remember.

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