Where it happened: Basement
Langauge: Eng
Sex: Male
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
My family was poor so we would wander around to different friends places to keep cool in the summer and maybe get some food. We wandered to one place, somebody my mom knew. They had fairly hardcore porn in the bathroom, and seeing that inspired the first ejaculation I ever had. I did not know what it was and thought I had cancer coming out of me or something. Didn’t completely come but it felt amazing.
A couple days later I figured out how all the things worked and managed to actually get off but still waited to drop dead from it. It took me a long time to realize it was not something wrong. I didn’t have anyone to tell me it was normal.
Anyway, it was at another of these friend’s houses where the boy there tried to show me some “experimentation” as he called it and tried to do anal on me. He never quite managed to finish putting it in and I got scared and ran. This was OK with me because I was really interested in girls anyway. At that point I didn’t know what the hell I was doing with this guy. I just had such an urge to try anything. All I did do was figure out how to feel really good jacking off. So good, I didn’t need the real thing.
So here I am 31 years later and I’ve never actually done anything else with anyone. So I guess I am technically still a virgin. I like girls very much but I am fat and ugly and not appealing in any way, and too poor to pay for it.
At this point, I have no hope for ever finding someone or having a family and I am just lonely all the time. This is my biggest regret.
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