Where it happened: Hotel room
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
My first time was OK. But I feel my story needs to be told, I was never very popular with women, and I guess you can say I was socially awkward and shy, I became kind of “defeatist” with women.
A lot of times I was chronically lonely, I went on some dates, some were good and some were not, I was 22yrs old and still a Virgin.
It was terrible for me graduating High School a Virgin. I felt so ashamed.
So when I was 22yrs old, one day, I just decided to Call an Escort, the sex was OK but not great, the really
sad thing is that my Father lost his Virginity to a Prostitute when he was 22. My father also had a Negative attitude and low self-esteem and was kind of “defeatist” about sucedding with women.
At least the Escort was attractive and had big (44D) natural tits. I used a Condom, and she also gave me oral sex, which was actually very good, but the intercourse was plain and bland.
To this day, I still have not had a sex with a girl without having to pay for it. I love this website, and my message to all reading this is, Don’t take Sex for granted, or having a relationship for granted,
I hope and pray I find true love some day. It’s NOT FAIR , I said to myself, the other guys lost their Virginity naturally, the reality is there is NOT “someone for everyone” I’m in Soo Much emotional pain you have No idea, I hope this Message helps everyone on this site appreciate SEX.
So in Conclusion, it’s tragic I couldn’t loose my Virginity Naturally, and Every Single Day, It knaws away at my being, and upsets me.
To everyone reading this, just be happy your first time wasn’t paid for like mine. I still feel like a Virgin. Loosing my Virginity isn’t just about Sex, it’s about Growing up and “coming of age”, and I’ll still always feel like a Virgin until I have Sex with a Girl without having to pay for it.
I hope my Story was helpful.
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