Where it happened: In her arms
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 1
Category: Straight
Ok, it wasn’t my first time, but let me explain… I have
been sexually active for many years, actually from the age 14, but
it wasn’t until last year that I had what is to me my first time.
I had met this woman in what can only be called a chance
meeting, probably what most would call destiny. We got to know each
other very well. We found that we had much in common, much that we
needed in each other. The only problem was that we were both married.
I know, most of you are now saying that this was a big mistake, that
we should have known better, but at first it was so simple, so real.
As time went on we became aware of our growing love for each
other, and I can say it caused all sorts of problems. We knew that
both our marriages were a mere shadow of the need and love we were
looking for, that we had found in each other that which we lacked in
life. Well, to continue, we met at times and discovered more and more
about each other. Finally the day came when the inevidable happened..
we made love. This was unlike any other experience I had ever had, “love”
brought me higher than any other person I had ever benn with. I was
bathed in light and passions which I feel few people have ever felt or
may never feel. I knew the nature of life in that instant, and found
within this woman the match to my soul.
But alas, destiny is a cruel lady, we parted. As with all love
affairs outside the marriage, it was destined to fall. Not out of lack
of feeling for each other, but because of the obligations we had
promised others was paramount. I know in my heart I can not be condemmed
for what I did, love can not be wrong if it is true and pure. I know
that others may feel differently, but I am sure that if there is a
method in life, that there is a tapestry, karma, final outcome, I will
someday be able to be with this person I love so dearly.
My first time with making “love” was the most special time in
my entire life, and I hope and pray that she understands that she is more
precious to me than I can ever explain in words.
Farewell my true love, remember that I always think of you and
hope in this life or our next we will be able to share that which has
been denied to us. Forever yours…… @}-‘-,—
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