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Age when it happend: 14
Where it happened: my home
Langauge: english
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight

i know i was young when i lost my virginity(14) and am still young(15) and am not ready to discuss this with anyone, but i want to help other people with my story.

i wasnt raped, but it was very pressured. i was not ready and i think that also contributed to the pain.

we were at mine, my bf of 2 months just turning 15, we were watching a movie, kissing occasionally. he was my first kiss, earlier of course but yeah. i wasnt experienced.

he was a virgin but had done stuff before. needless to say he was very excited about having sex as soon as possible. it was not my top priority. i hadnt really thought about sex, i didnt even masturbate at this age, i wasnt interested at this stage.

we started to make out, a first, and he was feeling me up a fair bit. i told him to slow down and he stopped for about 5 minutes and started up again, slipping his hand under my shorts. i told him no.

he started begging, saying that we were ready, that we loved eachother and it would mean we would be together forever.
i said we dont even have a condom but he had one in his wallet. i know they break after being in your wallet.
i said no and he got very annoyed, yelling at me. i didnt love him yet and didnt end up loving him.

he pinned me down and started kissing me, i returned at first, thinking he got the picture. he undid my short zip and slip his hand in and played with me. i tried to resist and he said we love eachother and i said only this far.

i felt his dick hardening against me and he chucked his pants and underwear off leaving him in a singlet. i asked him what he was doing and just said touch it. i did, stroking it. he pinned me again and rubbed the head of his penis against my panties.

i said no, but he said that we were in love and that he needed me forever. he said we have to do this. with that, he grabbed to condom from his wallet while restraining me and slipped it on.

he forced my legs opn and slid in me, going very slow and being gentle. this was shocking. he kept asking if i was ok and asking if i was glad i said yes. i just cried.

i was bleeding, and was tearing, even thoguh he would be a litlle under 6 inches and standard thickness.

it was very painful and when he was done he was europhoric, needless to say i dumped him. he went around the school saying he scored with me, the cheap slut. i was quite popular, as in i was trusted by a fair amount of people who asked me. i told them the truth, that he pressured me, almost forcing.

because he was a guy he didnt cop too much shit from any guys and started to sleep around.

girls, it doesnt matter what he says, its how you feel

this is 100% true, i know its easy to say that, but this is true. yound girls need to be aware

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