I was at this party on a Saturday night, I knew everyone there and this guy I had been friend with since June was there. We always hook up when ever we see each other, talk a lot but were never dating. We has talked about having sex but since we went to different schools we didn’t see each other much and when we did it just didn’t feel right (he has had sex before).
So towards the end of the night I was trying to sober up to drive home, 2 of my 3 friends already left. He was sleeping over the house was on the couch w/ a blanket and let me creep under w/ him for awhile. There were other people in the room and we were talking. I feel his hand going down my pants starting to rub my clit, so I put my hands down his pants also, we were both trying to be very non chalant about it so the other people in the room woudln’t notice. It felt so good, I was trying so hard to not show. Then he whispers into my ear “lets go to your car.” so we went were immediately where both of pants came off, we were kissing and touching a lot. I guess we kinda new what was going to happen, he asked if I had a condom I didn’t. As we were about to, my other best friend caught us. She was pissed so I got dressed and went to talk to her, I told her I was sending him out and we would talk tomorrow she’s said ok, so I made him leave my car but to come back in when she drove off. So he did and the clothes came off again and we began to kiss. He began to enter me w/out a condom (im already on the pill) and ohmigod. That was the worst amount of pain I have ever felt in my entire life. It was burning, stinging and felt like I was being split in two and it took him awhile to finally get it. I was almost in tears and I was kinda moaning but not in a good way. I could finally feel when he was in and it still hurt as he moved in and out then after like a minute he stopped. Just when it had started to feel good, he said he felt bad hurting me and all. He did kinda cum & there was a little blood on the towel under us,so we cleaned up, got dressed he kissed me and he left. I kinda felt real guilty about the whole thing. It hurt a lot, I lied to a close friend and it wasn’t anything like I planned it would be. It was very disapointing. I thought I would feel different not being a virgin, but I don’t. I hope the next time we have sex it will be a lot better. I just hope anyone who reads this waits until it is just the right moment, and don’t have sex for the sake of having it. I don’t regret it totally, just wish we had waited for the right time.
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