Where it happened: My Room
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 1
Category: Straight
This is kinda hard to write… But if I’m going to start, I’ll start at the beggining.
when I was 12, I had to move from a big city to a shithole little town… My first day of school, I became friends with this one girl… Her name was Connie. She had long black curly hair and really blue eyes.. I knew that all the guys were after her to, so being friends with her was cool.
Well when I was over at her house one day, she said that I had to met her boyfriend, Todd. So she called him up and had me talk to him for about 20 minutes… I had no clue to who he was, but he sounded sweet on the phone. So the next day, she introduced us… I guess you could say we clicked. they eventually broke up and todd and I went out for awhile. but because he was in 8th grade and I in 7th, at the end of the year, we had to say goodbye.
He went to the high school and we talked every other month.. usually about nothing, but we kept in contact when we could. Well after my long 8th grade year passed, we became really close again. He called me late one july night and we talked til 3 in the morning… He asked me out and I said yes. We lasted a week and then broke up… Well the fair came around in August and when I saw him I was so excited… til I saw him kissing one of my good friends… We just kinda drifted again that month…
Well as soon as 9th grade started and I was finally in the high school, Todd asked me back out. I said yes and I thought for sure things would work out between us. He came over all the time and we would sit and watch movies and just kiss. I finally became comfortable messing around with him and I guess you could say I began to “explore”. Well one night he came over and we sat and watched titanic…. well pieces of it anyway. We started to kissing really deeply and passionatly and we began to fool around. I can’t remember why, but we stopped and then he went home. Well a few days later he came back over and we went upstairs since my mom was sitting at the computer. When we got upstairs, we started kissing and fooling around when todd said he wished we could have sex. I told him we could. He gave me a concerned look and asked if i was sure, I said I was. So we started kissing again and then we undressed. We layed on my floor (there was more room on the floor than anywhere else and my bed squeaks something terrible) and he tried to put it in, but it hurt so much I made him stop. So after a few minutes, we began messing around again and he lifted himself up and we tried again, but this time, he only put his dick in a little and then took it back out, he did this over and over til I was relaxed. Then he pushed it in… It hurt so much for what seemed like forever, but when he started to move… the pain was replaced by pleasure. Half way through we stopped and put a condemn on and then went back at it. Afterwards, he left and I gathered my thoughts to myself…
The next day he came over and we tried again. We got going, but i was so sore that we had to stop. He didn’t seem to mind… So we went downstairs and played computer… One of my best memories with todd is at this computer… He would be playing earth 2025 and I would be lying across two chairs with my head in his lap…
Anyways… About a week after that, My friend came up and told me that her and todd had had sex the night before… She went home right after that and I confronted him about it… He lied and said nothing happened… 3 months later he admitted it.
We broke up right after that and I ended up pregnant… I lost the baby right before he told me the truth. I didn’t tell him about it until a month after that.
Me and todd barely talk anymore, but every now and then, he comes over and I remember that small piece of heaven that I found in him…
I will always love todd, no matter what happens, but to all the people out there experiancing their first loves… It can be a great thing, but love can really suck when you lose that first love.
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