This is about the first time mom had a facts of life talk with me. I remember it was on a Saturday morning when it happened and happened after seeing yellow stains on my big brother’s sheets. Mom and I were stripping beds to wash the sheets when I saw the stains and I ask mom what they were. First word out of my mom’s mouth was “Boys”. Then she said she’ll talk to me about it later.
Later that morning we were setting at the table in the kitchen. We were home alone and mom told me that the stains were from your brother’s sperm. She went on telling me about how boys “Play with themselves” and said it is called masturbation and that girls also do it. She told me how things will someday change in my body and I’ll find out what she’s talking about myself. She explained what my big brother had been doing in there and said it is referred to as “Jerking off” and that the stains were caused by the semen he squirts out when his orgasm hits. I learned so much from that talk and especially about boys and that thing between there legs. She told me about erections and how hard they get and about how it works in making babies and that her and dad often “did it”.
After that talk I couldn’t keep what I had heard off my mind and I started paying attention to boy’s crotches. I was surprised how many times I could make out there penises especially when it was erect. A couple of years later I found out about what mom had told me about my own body and I was also “playing with myself” too. Then when I started going out with boys I just knew too much about them and what they felt and wanted. It didn’t take me long before I was giving boys hand jobs and watching what made those stains years ago and got to experience the feeling of having a boy touch me between my legs too. I think I was only 14 when this started. Then I ended up “going all the way” with a boy when I was 15. I remember I didn’t really enjoy it but the boy sure did. I just knew too much for my own good.
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