Where it happened: Maryland
Langauge: english
Sex: Male
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
Well it wasn’t my very first time but it was my first gay experience. i was late in coming out and I was married at the time. I was retired early so in my free time I had finally started exploring my curiosity by checking online at various gay sites. Finally I got the nerve to meet a guy. We had chatted on a site a few times. He was about my age at the time mid-40s, also married. We talked a little bit about what we liked, told him I was inexperienced, married with a wife and two daughters etc.
We met at a hotel, kind of sleazy but safe. He wasn’t really that attractive to me but it was my first time and I wasn’t sure about etiquette and it was kind of exciting. We talked just a little bit. I was nervous as hell. He was more experienced than me and tried to calm me. After about 10-15 minutes, he said if I wanted to do it. I said yeah. He got on his knees, unzipped my pants and gave me a blowjob. Then I sucked him. The first time I’d ever had a penis in my mouth. I thought it was strange but liked it. His precum tasted kind of salty. I just did what I like being done to me and after a few minutes he came. I never came that afternoon.
After that, the genie was out of the bottle. I met more guys online, set up meetings while telling my wife I was fulfilling my obligations as a volunteer for the local waterways agency. It was the perfect alibi.
I’m completely out now and divorced though she doesn’t know about my activities while we were still married.
The first time wasn’t great but it was the first step toward being honest with myself about being gay.
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