Where it happened: Dorm
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 6
Category: Straight
I met M over the internet a year before. Generally I don’t believe in long distance relationships; I’d never expected to be intimate with anyone emotionally to such a degree, but after six months of just talking we realized things were more serious than we’d thought.
I realized I loved her.
We talked for six more months, not wanting to make any rash decisions. finally, a year later, we decided we had to meet in person. It wasn’t as if we were meeting, though we’d never been face to face; it was as if we were reuniting after a long long time. We talked for several months about where we were at in regards to physical chemistry; we finally decided, we wanted to be each others firsts.
My roommate was there for the first two nights and so we couldn’t do anything, though one night we went on the roof of my building and we kissed and kissed.
Finally the time had come. We came home late from a play and we played around for a while, just teasing each other and talking, until finally we kissed again on my bed. we were laying down and I laid on top of her, kissing her. I put my hand in her shirt and suddenly she told me she wanted me to stop; she was too afraid. I was very upset; I loved her, and I knew I waited for her my entire life and I was ready. I told her how I felt but also that I respected her decision; this was an important moment but I didn’t want her to regret it.
We started talking again, and then we kissed and she told me she was ready; she only wanted to make sure that I’d respect her if she told me she wanted to wait. I was thrilled to hear it, not only because i wanted her but because she wanted me and she trusted me.
I had planned out exactly what I wanted to do with her but as soon as we started I got nervous. I took her shirt off, and i was so surprised at her breasts. they were sort of small and really firm and I loved kissing them. I think she liked it but she was very quiet so I never knew if she really liked it or she was jsut letting me. She gave me a handjob and it was very good….but then i was ready to please her. I pulled off her panties; it was dark and i didn’t know until I touched her that she had shaved down there in all but one small spot. That surprised me because she’s so shy and quiet but I didnt mind. I started rubbing her and she made such pretty sounds. She was breathy and high pitched and beautiful and I loved every moment. Then I started scooching down. She put her legs together.
“What are you doing?” she asked.
“Can I…?” I asked her.
“you don’t have to,” she told me. “I wouldn’t want to do it to you.”
“I want to,” I told her. “Please.”
Finally she let me. She opened up her legs forme so I could see. She was wet and it smelled funny and i was nervous now. My eyes were adjusting to the light, though and so I could see it; it was so pretty. I never thought of that part of a woman as pretty before (sexy, but not pretty) but now for the first time I did. So I started licking her.
I loved doing it. It was sort of tiring and I got out of breath easily (I have a lip piercing too and the fluids sort of bothered it) but every time shed make a sound or a breath I’d get more excited. She is always a quiet person but she started talking to me, telling me how to make her feel good. I did it, putting my fingers in her and moving my mouth to the placed she liked. Finally she started twitching; I didn’t know she came, she was so quiet, but she pulled my hand and face away and then I noticed she was shaking. She pulled me up to kiss her. I was embarrassed because I was a mess but she didn’t mind it.
It started out rough but it ended up beautiful. The next time we met was the first time I penetrated her, and this time she was a lot louder, even talking dirty to me.
I am still with her; its been a year and I love her more and mre every day. We dont see each other often but when we do we make the most of it. I can’t say what the future holds but my first time was beautiful (if a little akward) and I’ll never regret it or giving myself to her.
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