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Love/Lust/Lisa/Ted

Age when it happend: 19
Where it happened: motel room
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 1
Category: Straight

I was in major love with this guy named Ted. He was smart, sensitive, everything that I had ever dreamed of, but there was one thing wrong with the whole picture…Ted is a married man. Anyway, to make a long story short…we fell in love with eachother, and decided that we needed to do something about our sexual yearnings. I was a virgin and had never done anything…not even kissed a guy before. Ted taught me how to do everything. He lived far away from me and was only in town on rare occasions, so we planned a day and evening all to ourselves when he was to visit me again. I knew that it would be perfect, and it was!! He rented a nice motel room, and he was so gentle. I was afraid that it would hurt by all the horror stories you hear about first times, but it wasnt so bad. Sure, it did hurt and was a bit awkward, but we did it like 10 tens within a 24 hr period, so it got better and better. He wore a condom so that I would not get pregnant and I am glad he did. I dont regret any of what took place, nor do I regret what still takes place between us. I love him, and always will. I know a lot of you are thinking “what a WHORE…hes a married man!” But dont judge me unless you yourself are pure and clean of any wrongdoings. People cant help whom they love…its not our choice…I wish with all my heart that he was not married, but he is and I realize that, but I also realize what my heart feels everytime hes around, or how no one in the world exists except him when he is near…you guys cant point fingers all you want, but it wont change a damn thing! I love him and always will, regardless of if he will leave his wife or not…I hope he stays wiht her actually. Im not a homewrecker…and I dont intend on being one…Im just a girl in love. Anyway, that was my first time, and I enjoyed every minute of it.

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