Where it happened: Sky Harbor
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 7
Category: Straight
My first time was not at all what I had expect it to be. I had always thought that I would save myself for my husband but nothing went as I had planned.Everything went wrong once I started seeing this guy that I worked with (we’ll call him Shawn). He was 19 and I was 17.
A month after we were started seeing each other, he stole my virginity. I said stole because he had sex with me although I refused.
It all started when he went to the winter formal dance with me. We left the dance early and went to go sit in the car to wait for my cousin and her date. In the car, we started making out. He was fondling with my breasts through my dress and was about to unzip my dress when we were interrupted. My cousin and her date were ready to go home. We dropped them off at home and then Shawn decided that we should go to Sky Harbor, the place where we would usually go to make out.
We got up there and found a secluded place where we would not be disturbed. We picked up where we left off and things started to get out of control. There were many times before where I would let Shawn fondle my breasts but nothing below the waist. He tried a few times to unbuckle my pants when things were really heated up but I refused so he stopped. However, that night I saw a side of Shawn that I never knew.
While we were kissing, he slid his hands up my back and unzip my dress. Thinking that he would stop when I wanted him to like many times before, I let him and even helped him slide the straps of my dress off my shoulders, exposing my breasts to him. He immediately started to suck my breasts. He played with my nipples and sucked them hungarily as if he was a baby.
By this time I was laying on my back, in the back seat of my car, and he was laying between my parted legs still fondling with my breasts. After a while, his breathing became very heavy and he asked me to take off my panty hose. Thinking nothing of it and wanting to tease him, I thought,”What the heck, it is a very special night for both of us so why not tease him a little by actually letting him go below my waist.” I took off my panty hose and threw it on the floor and then continue to kiss Shawn.
At first he just rubbed my inner thighs, each time inching up higher and higher towards my forbidden area but nothing more. We started talking about babies while he was fondling my breasts. Out of the blues, I said, “I want a baby.” He was shocked and then he said, “Are you ready for a baby?” I told him yes, not knowing what he had in mind for me.
He stopped fondling my breasts, kissed me deeply, got off of me and started to unzip his pants. He took out his penis while I stared in silence, not knowing what was going to happen. He looked at me and said, “You said you were ready for a baby, well let’s see how ready you are.” “Hey I was just kidding, I’m not ready for a baby right now,” I replied but he ignored me.
He reached over, parted my legs, lifted my skirt up, and moved my underwear to the side. I kept telling him, “No Shawn, I’m not ready for this.” But he just ignored me, unlike before, he didn’t stop. He attempted to enter me twice and I could feel his erect penis pushing against my entrance but I kept struggling to get free so he couldn’t enter me. My struggling only triggered him to pin me down harder. He tried again and this time I was pinned down so hard that he succeed. I was so scared that although I was a virgin, I felt no pain at all. I felt no use to struggle anymore once he had entered me because I was no longer a virgin. He just kept humping away inside of me while I layed still and thought about what had just happened.
After about 20 minutes inside of me, he came and then pull out of me. He zipped up his pants while I zipped up my dress and he started to apologize. He said that he was sorry for what he did but it was because I had teased him once too many times and he just couldn’t hold it anymore. I accepted his apology and thought,”well he apologized and he said he didn’t mean to do it so I guess it was my fault for teasing him.” I slept with him once more after this incident thinking that we were so in love that I would marry him and therefore, I wouldn’t really be breaking my strong beliefs of saving yourself for your husband. Well, two weeks after the second time that we slept together, we broke up. I now regret the whole thing and what makes me angry the most is the fact that the first time we had sex, I did it unwillingly.
Until this day nobody knows about this incident except my older sister. I want to tell my parents but because of our strong beliefs that a girl should wait until marriage to have sex, I’m afraid that they’ll be ashame of me. Deep down inside, I feel that I was violated but my sister told me that he had apologized for what he did and it was my fault for leading him on so I’m afraid to tell my parents because they might blame me too. Who knows, maybe someday after I get married, I’ll tell my parents but right now it’s not the right time. Maybe it was rape, maybe it wasn’t, who knows, even I, myself don’t know.
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