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Losing a wife

Age when it happend: 65
Where it happened: different places
Langauge: english
Sex: Male
Rating: 8
Category: Straight

I just read archive story 47853 about growing up on the farm, a very well written story which touched me, I also believe it to be a true story, and this prompted me to tell my story. I too, grew up on a farm back in the old days. Sex education was non existent in our community, we knew nothing about sex as young children until some incident triggered some reaction. My first recollection of getting an erection came when I was probably about 12 years old and a neighbor boy stayed overnight and slept in my bed with me, we didn’t have guest rooms back then, farmhouses were small and my younger brother and I shared one room upstairs in the house. The neighbor boy was a couple years older than me, and he said he was going to show me something, to which he started fondling my cock and it got hard so he continued to pump it and I had my first ejaculation. It was all new to me, I don’t recall thinking about sex before that time, but I was suddenly made aware of my sexuality. That was the only night that I recall having another person sleeping with me, it was a one night event. But I became aware of sex and wanting to explore it more. I was too young to have a girlfriend, and the closest females to me were my mother and my younger sister. I remember going outside the house in the dark and peeking in my mothers bedroom window trying to get a glimpse of her naked, she was always careful to undress in a manner that permitted very little of her body to show, so I never got to see much. Then there was my little sister, who was much younger than me, but also interested in her body and curious about sex. So we had a little game, we would crawl around on the floor and play catch me if you can, and when I caught her I would try to feel her pussy. She liked to play with me, which progressed to moving our activity to the hay loft in the barn, where the game turned into taking her panties off and rubbing my cock in her pussy. I never penetrated her, just rubbed on the entrance, but I got to see her pussy and feel it, and enough to get me worked up so I could jerk off, which I don’t recall doing so any of it got on her pussy. She became concerned about getting pregnant, I didn’t know about this, but I found out she had confided to my father what we were doing and her worry. This brought an abrubt end to our game, as my father punched me in the face and knocked me down hard and told me why he had done that. I never messed with my sister again, I got the message. Now I knew a little more about sex, at least I had seen a pussy and touched one, but that was the end of my sex life for many years. About 4 years later I had a steady girlfriend, I was a senior in high school, she was a freshman, but we never got beyond kissing, and she limited that, when I complained she said kissing is like fishing, there is a limit. After two years of working after graduation, I decided to attend college, which took another two years before I ran out of money for school. Since my high school steady had moved away to California after her junior year, I had no girlfriends as a steady, only occasional dates with different girls, I had decided to stay a virgin until I found a girl to marry. Four years after high school and two years of college completed I still was a virgin, and had never gone beyond kissing a girl. I decided on the spur of the moment one night while sitting in a car of my friend and with another friend, that we should go out West and find a job, we decided to leave that same night. I went home and told my mother I was going out west, she asked when and I said tonight, she was shocked, I gathered up some clothes and off we went. Fourteen hundred miles and 25 hours later we were all 3 in Seattle, Washington. We had no idea what we were doing there, but thought we should look for work. This was an abrubt change from our farm life in the Midwest. My one friend that I had gone thru high school with found a job the next day, I applied for two jobs, got both and had to decide on which one, I went to work for Boeing Aircraft Company, and the third friend with the car decided to go back home. I rode with him and dug my car out of the snow and picked up a college buddy and went back to Seattle. I got lonely after a while, started searching for girls, found a couple and lost my pledge of virginity to the first one. I wanted a wife, found a girl at my work place, we got married, had 7 years together and ended up in a divorce. I thought I had a good sex life for a while, however never learning anything about it in school or any other good source of good information my knowledge of sex was limited to missionary position and mostly brief encounters. My wife was a “get on and get it over with” sex partner, her only interest seemed to be centered on producing babies, we had 3 of them, all great kids. After divorce, I was again without a partner, I started to date an older woman who came on to me, and for the first time in my life so far and in my 30’s learned about oral sex, as she gave me a blowjob which took me by complete surprise and I asked her what she was doing. The beginning for me to really learn a little about sex, but I don’t think I had learned that women sometimes like a man to go down on them, as many girls in that day and age thought of sex as something dirty. I ended up remarrying and found a girl that had a crush on me when I was a young teenager. We had a good sex life, I learned how to 69 and eat her pussy, she gave me blowjobs and swallowed my cum, she was petite, had lovely tits and a nice body. I loved her dearly, we had many great years together. A couple years ago I walked into a hospital with her hand in mine and the doctor said he wanted to keep her there for a while to see if he could find the right pain killer for her. Less than two weeks later she was dead, she never came out of the hospital, gone due to breast cancer.
Now I am alone again, not as lively as I was in my prime, but still wanting love and companionship. Which now brings my story near an end. As I live alone, I can do what I want, when I want and how I want. I wanted a girl that has nice tits, is not afraid to share them with me, and someone I like to look at. I found her, we are friends, she is lots younger than me, but she says I perform better than the young bucks. She stopped by for a visit the other night, I was watching some porn site on the computer when she arrived, I said come sit on my knee, she said she was shocked to see what I was watching, as I profess to be a Christian man, and she is a Christian girl, I said I guess we are all human, about one minute on my knee watching the site with me she said she was getting wet, I said can I see your tits, she pulled off her top and there were the lovliest tits and nipples much bigger than a pencil eraser, that grew to about a half inch long as I sucked happily on one or the other. I told her I was taking a shower, she took one immediately after, and beckoned me into the bedroom, and I ate out the most delicious tasting and cute shaved pussy I have seen since my wife died. She didn’t want me to stop, I was still licking her pussy 3 hours later, she had her head propped up and had a glazed look in her eyes, she said she liked to watch me eat her, as it turns her on, she had multiple orgasms, and when we finally wore each other out, we ended up taking a bunch of pictures of her nude in various poses that I can now watch on my computer, I made copies of them for her, so she has her own cd photo album to remind her of our orgy. That was the first time I had seen her naked or sucked on those delicous tits and pussy, but I don’t think it will be the last, as she thanked me again for a great time when I took her home, and complimented me again for my skill at satisfying her.

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