Where it happened: my room
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 1
Category: Straight
So, I was fifteen and it was at the beginning of the best year of my life. It seems like I’d been trying to lose the big V for years because most of my friends already had and I wanted to know what all the fuss was about. There’d been times before that I had come very close, but something always went awry. I had been dating this older guy, about 23 I think, for about like a day or two. It was really sad, but I needed to have sex. I just needed to. We were in my room and the rest of my immediate family was upstairs doing whatever. I pulled out a condom and then it happened. I don’t rememeber too many details, I only remember that it was one of the most disappointing experiences of my life. It hurt a little, but I didn’t orgasm, it didn’t even feel that good. It was just kind of awkward. The tv was on a music station, I didn’t think to see what song was playing though. Frankly, I don’t even remember the date. He’d had sex with I think four people before me, so I figured maybe he was okay at it and that my first time just sucked because it was my first time. From that night on all I ever wanted to do was have sex, with him for a while but it never got better so I moved on to other guys, even a girl or two before I even broke up with him. I was a little obsessed with sex for a few months. I wanted the kind of amazing sex that you see in porn and stuff, I was ready to try anything once. I just wanted an orgasm so bad at any cost. Maybe I’ve just had an unlucky pick of guys, maybe I’m just difficult, but it takes a very talented person to make me O. Really though now, two years later, I so wish I would’ve waited. I awakened a feeling that should be kept asleep until you are an adult and in a serious relationship and once it is awakened it is hard to put it back to rest.
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