Where it happened: Pool House
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
I was 12 years old when i lost my virginity. I thought I was “in love” with my best friends older brother who happened to be 16. And was just looking for an easy lay. I was heartbroken when I found out he didn’t love me. I had gave him my virginity. He told me i was special. He also told me that it was his first time too which it wasn’t. But i was stupid and naive.
We always fooled around but I never thought I’d go as far as having sex. I was wrong. I was on vacation with his family in Canada. We were in his cousins pool house. While everyone was inside watching replays from the soccer game. We were alone and fooling around he stripped off my pants and underwear completely. I had only a sports bra on and he lied me down on the couch and told me he wanted to do something special with me. He undid his own pants and put his penis on my vagina and tried with all his might to shove it in. It was probably one of the worst pains I’d ever felt in my life. He then continued to shove it in and hard. I cried it didn’t go in the first few times. But finally he did get it all the way in and I was balling my eyes out it hurt so badly. And it was just starting to feel good when his cousins were coming outside heading for the pool house i had to dress at light speed. I was embarrassed and bleeding when I went back into the house i told my friend everything i did
luckily she was understanding. But I hated my self for about 3 weeks and was sore for the whole rest of vacation I even refused to go swimming it was about 90 degrees. It was horrible I dont plan on having sex for awhile especially becasue the boy i thought loved me doesnt even wanna talk to me anymore i still feel like i love him but i know to never do anything like that with anyone untill im happily married and in my 30’s ! Sot to all you young girls wanting to have sex becasue your “in love” please don’t because you’re not raedy trust me i wasn’t and now i feel like a fool.
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