Where it happened: at Harkins Airport
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 7
Category: Straight
The first time I said yes to my boyfriend was in the tall grass next to the airport. Actually, I guess it was actually the first time I didn’t say NO. We were sharing a bottle of plum wine and I got a bit wasted. He had been asking me to consumate our love all summer. I guess he planned it but for me it just sort of happened. I don’t remember too much about it but once we had done it was kind of hard to say no after that. One thing that was hard was it was like we were married or something after that. He would no longer let me hang out with other boys and he was always wanting to know where I was and what I was doing. I should have broken up with him but I did care for him and he was special after I gave him my virginity. I thought the sex was overrated and while it was alright I can’t say it was worth doing anything stupid for. Actually I was stupid as the first couple of times we didn’t have protection but then I got a dream or more like a nightmare about being pregnant and I woke up in the middle of the night with a panic attack and all sweaty. I got my ass right down to Planned Parenthood the first thing in the morning.
My first lover and I broke up the night before we went off to college. I was ready to but didn’t know how to bring it up. He simply announced that he was going to date other girls as he was tucking in his shirt. I thought he was a real bastard to have one last time with me and then boom, just like that say its over. I wasn’t so sorry for losing him as kicking myself for wasting two years of my time with him because I would hurt HIS feelings.
I played it cool all my freshman year and it wasn’t until the next year I went to bed with my second lover. I couldn’t believe it that the sex is so much better. Part of it is I am more mature. Another reason is I can the spend the whole night with him and not have to rush or worry about getting into trouble with my parents even though they would have a fit if they knew. The important reason is that he is considerate of my feelings and he loves me. He is always buying me little gifts. I’m kind of sorry I let myself get tied down in high school but it was a learning experience. I could have put myself in a bigger mess by saying yes last year with several boys that aren’t nearly as nice as the one I am going with now. I am his first woman and he is in love with me much more than I am in love with him. I am a little sorry I said yes to him because of this but another part of me is glad because the sex is awfully good. He hasn’t proposed to me yet but I think he will. I told him I was a virgin and now I’m sorry I was untruthful to him. I just wish I could check out a few more boys before I promise the priest to forsake all others.
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