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It wasn’t what I wanted for my first time

Age when it happend: 14
Where it happened: In my bedroom
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 8
Category: Straight

I had known her for several years, and I thought she was amazing!! But the whole thing started about 3 years before that.
We lived in a trailer court and me and my sister just kinda ran wild that whole summer. Eventually we got to know this other brother and sister who lived there. We all would go hang out under this one underpass, and sometimes things would get pretty heavey. But I was too scared to go all the way, because my mom always threatened us with the fact that a girl could get pregnant at any age.
Not to say we didn’t fool around alot and Linda was the agressor, but I was scared.
Well, three years later I meet her again and she was over at my cousins house with me and we had all been drinking, and playing cards.
Eventually she said , ” I’m going to bed.” and I followed her.
We were laying there making out for awhile and she said, “You can stay here or leave. I don’t care.”
All I could think is this is the girl who tried to attack me all the time a couple years ago, when I was so scared, and now she is so totally different.
Well I stayed with her and I knew as soon as we started that she was no virgin. She pushed my face between her legs and I ate her out for what seemed like forever. She would cum, and her legs would tighten up pushing my head hard against her pussy, while her pelvis moved up and down and her hands grabbbed my hair pushing my face hard against her. I had no idea what I was doing, but I knew she was getting off.
Next thing I know, I’m on top of her and she is putting my dick enside. At this time I was pretty drunk and trying to understand whats going on, cause it wasn’t like all those PentHouse magazine letters I had read. There was warmth and a kinda sticky feeling but no real tightness, and
every time I pushed all the way in it felt like I was hitting something, like the bottom of her vagina. If I was, she never acted like it. As a matter of fact, she just layed there and gave me no guidence. I cann’t remmember if I even came that night. It was very dissappointing!!
The next day my cousin kept teasing me and asking how it was. So I played it off, like it was really great, but enside my heart, I was totally confused. My tounge was rubbed raw and I could hardly taste anything for 3 days. Yet the thing that hurt me most of all is that I thought she really cared for me.
Alot of your letters are about women being dissappointed on their first time and how they we’re taking advantage of. Believe it or not. But it happens to men also too!!

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