Where it happened: the lake
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 3
Category: Straight
The first time it happened, I was at the lake with some friends, and this girl who was interested in me or so I thought because she would always want me to go with her places. One night we were out looking for something we left during the day and she fell on top of me and we laughed, and she started kissing me. She then slowly took off my shorts, and was suprised to see I was pretty big for my age (5’10 and had a mustache coming in thick too), I am not saying I am like some of these guys who claim to be super huge and stuff, for some reason I just grew faster than most, and hell, I got screwed anyway, since my growth stopped at 13 and I have been the same size since. Anyway, I was about 6 to 7 inches, and she said mine was really cute since I was circumsized and she said the head looked like a big mushroom. and she proceeded to suck me for about 10 minutes, I was in such shock I didn’t know what to do. Then she got on top of me and rode me for awhile, being she was Asian, God her pussy was very tight. For some reason since, Asian women, the little ones, have really tight pussys. She then let me cum inside her, and unlike most of the lies here, she didn’t lick me off or anything, she got up, and we looked at the stars alittle, and that was it. Well, being I am as some would call it a hopeless romantic (when you look as I do, hope is something you really don’t need), I really became attached to her, I wasn’t some over dominating guy, I trusted her, but, I just really felt something for her, but, all in all, she really only got interested in me because she wanted my friend, in all honesty really had me beat in the looks department. Hell, I say 99.9% of guys have me beat. Funny how if you are a nice guy with a good heart, God chooses to screw up the rest of you huh? Well, she dumped me, actually, I caught her fucking my friend and thats when she told me she was dumping me. Nice huh? Right now, I have experienced many kinds of sex with different women, but, always it was more out of going through the motions, and none ever cared for me at all. I usually would catch them on the rebound, and end up being there way of blowing off steam. To some it up, I am more like a parasite than anything else. For an example, the first girl to let me fuck them in the ass, she was having a hard time with her boyfriend, I was 19 I think, and I came outside on the beach and talked to her, and she really never had anyone do that. and we became good friends and one night she put something in my drink and knocked me out, I woke up to find her riding my cock with her asshole. She really felt good. After that I got to fuck her about 3 more times in the ass which she preferred. But, she ended up dumping me because her friends told her I was too ugly for her to be with (she looked like Tia Carrere except she was shorter, lighter skinned, and had more butt). To all guys out there, if you are one of those who are the good looking ones, the ones i can never be, shape up. TREAT these women right. They deserve to have a good man in there lives. And since you have the part that I can never get (your looks), the least you can do is get the part I have right now that you are neglecting, and thats a good heart. You can easily get that, just think of them first instead of yourselves. So much easier to change the inside than the outside. And in away, I am like a reminder of how lucky you guys who look good really are. Because you could have come out looking like me. And to describe what I look like here is a hint: I am a black looking male (latin mixed) with jet straight hair that I keep short. I am about 5’10 (God screwed me out of 6 foot) I have a heavy style built. I am not fat, I just am stocky (I weight about 240, but people say I look about 200). I have big muscle like legs and calves, not something you see in normal good looking black guys and because of that, I don’t wear shorts anymore or go to beaches or pools since I was told that I was physically sickening to look at the last time (3 years ago) I was at the beach and wore shorts (that really happened). I have hair on my chest, not thick, but its there, and alittle light peach fuzz on the top of my back for some reason, something you also don’t associate with good looking black men. I got very stubby like fingers, no palming basketballs here, and why would I need to anyway, I can’t play any basketball and I have no rhythm, besides, you don’t need rhythm when no one ever wants to go on a date with you anyways right? Hell, prom night, I got every excuse in the book that you could imagine why they couldn’t go with me, from I am getting my hair done to I am sick, funny, all of them were at prom when I walked in the door for 3 minutes, and these were the same ones who loved to come to me to feel better when there boyfriends hurt them. I also have no butt, nice huh? Black man with no butt. My face is very scarred, both from acne and fighting, so you can just imagine how ugly I am ladies huh? Also, for some reason no matter how hard I work out and lift weights, my muscles just won’t get to be showing with nice cuts and all, I have tried everything to get into a better shape, because I have a girl right now who I love with all my life, she sees me as something cute and loves to show me (my pictures) to her friends, but, funny, she never asked them what they really think when they look at them, and I got an idea of there answers (one of them emailed me what she thought I looked like after seeing the movie “The Elephant Man”, but my girl doesnt’ know this). She deserves so much better than me, in my heart I know this to be true. She is so kind and giving and sweet. She cares, she really cares about things. She deserves a man whose looks are those that could be found on GQ, and the thing is, she is very beautiful and can easily have one too. So all you good looking guys out there, remember how LUCKY you are. Because you could look like me, and trust me, hideous is probably the only word that describes me best. Maybe I will get lucky one day, and someone will just shoot me. . .
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