Where it happened: School
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 6
Category: Straight
I don’t plan on telling a story about giving my virginity because of the fact i haven’t yet until i’m good and ready to make love to a man i’m in love with, honestly some of the stories on this site are bull**** and obviously state and attract attention!
My story is however true, there’s this guy that was a kind of a jerk (the last month of school before summer, only because i playfully punched him, although we both had played around…don’t think wrong; but at any other time he was/ is a sweetheart, but whenever someone else said something mean he always had my back) last year in my freshman year (i am currently a sophomore in high school).
This year has been chaotic, but whenever i see him, he’s so sweet to me, and gives me hugs, high fives and low; when he gives me low, our fingers intertwine, and it’s like we’re holding hands. Although,at some point I have to let go so other’s don’t get the wrong idea. He makes my day, by the way he makes me feel!
Just yesterday, I gave him a hug and said “OMG, I luv U, You’re a sweetheart!” and he replies “I know you do!” If you know how our broad media goes, then you know almost everyone says i luv u in a friendly way meaning not seriously. He confuses me so that his reply to my greeting says i know you like me?
I had a friend that I believe lied about wanting to do things with this same person (to her), but I do believe he called her a slut. I told her I liked him, the day before she told me about him and her, and she said to me that he and I would never go out because I’m easy. I wanted to say a whole lot more to her (meaning F*** off) because I’ve only gone out with one person in my life that i was serious about and we were together for four years, and it ended because one, the distance between us and two, the sexual tension. I’d rather give my virginity than opposed to just giving in because of the intensity between us when I know that i’m not truly ready, then wake up the next morning and regret it. Once You give your virginity, You can’t get it back!
Back to my crush, he sends mixed signals to me; at a certain point I knew that he liked me and as I with him. In the morning, we always had conversations before first bell scramble, and say hi in the hall (occasionally brushing), hugging and touching in hushed manners at the end of the day, and saying sweet things to each other. He knows that he can make me blush, but what he says to me makes me want him and confuses me all at the same time. The thing is, that I tend to run away when we hug or touch a little more closely than friends would. Neither of us has approached the other to admit the obvious, and I don’t know what I should do! All my friends say that I should tell him, but I’m Shy and Scared, even though we get close, i’m not positive if he likes me. I just want to know if he feels the same way I do.
Please comment- What should I do?
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