Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 1
Category: Straight
My story is not really sexual so for those who came here to read hardcore sex stories ( or so I think you guys call it), you may skip this to save you the time. For those who is wondering what is up: feel free to continue!
I would want to thank you for those who decided to continue to read. Here is what I wanted to share:
I didn’t have a fresh start with sex. My first time is a very bad experience. I was age 17 on that time. It was something like raped. Anyway, I was very angry with guys in general. I used sex to get what I wanted which is pain on their part emotionally. I always manage to get those guys to really like me etc and always have the better half of the situation. I’m soft spoken by nature so I manage not to really be physical in pain with those flings. Anyway, the sad thing here is that I get caught with the addiction itself toward sex. I did it almost everyday with different guy each day. Of course none of them knew of the other. They always thought that it is only them and no one else. Even upto now.
Right now,I found this guy ( he is now my bf ). We did it before we have a serious relationship. You know what, it is much better… that is the only time that I learn from experience what the word “making love” is all about. I was afraid that he might be just using me and I just get “karma” with the things I have been doing. But he is already tested and I know this is now for real. We even stop doing it ( the sex or making love thing ) to have a much better bond between us. By this, we know that it is not just sex we look after each other but something beyond that… something deeper. We both agreed to wait until we get married ( hopefully ) 7 years later.
I do not imply that by doing “it”, you are not serious with your partners or that there is no bond at all. I would be a liar if I did say that. Rather, I hope that each one of you would find pure happiness without regretting it later on in your lives. If you ask me, I regret the flings and wished that I have been stronger enough to wait and go on without being bitter.
With those who is sexual active until now – please be careful and you might end up with a better match than you: AIDS STD. Try to know your partners sexual history first. ( Just a friendly reminder ). Again, be careful and not to get yourself or anyone pregnant. A big responsibility lies ahead of you. If it’s your baby, trynot to chicken out and leave all the responsibility that everyone hates. The baby is a child and not a choice whether he should live or not. Would you be happy if you were the one aborted? To those who been raped, please don’t give up on love like I did. Do not waste your life with a guy who have hurt you and never loved you at all. Be strong honey! You know you can make a lot of differences. And for those eager first timer: Enjoy and hope it’s a good one! For those who intent to keep their virginity: it’s not weird or bad to keep it. It’s your choice and upto you to give. Do not mind what other say and be proud of what you stands for. Choose wisely! To all of you : I hope you will be lucky inlove and perhaps be more blessed than me. GOOD LUCK!
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