ok..so my mom went away on vacation with her boy friend at the time. so right away my cousin, sister, and I new we had to have a party..or as i would call it a get togeather. well anyways we finally had the party. All of the usual people came. There were so many guys there. But i new most of them. Well one of the guys that was there had been the first guy that i messed with a couple months before. And after we had messed like me giving him oral and him doin the same. i thought we werent going to talk or mess again since things went wrong the time before.. well to make a long story short. at the party i had sooooooo much to drink. we played liquor pong, and smoked a few blunts…pretty much i was pretty wasted. Well i finally went upstairs to my room just to lay down. I new he was goin to come upstairs because everytime we had a party he would come to my room and talk to me to see if i was “ok”..but usually i was to drunk to even talk.. this time it was differant.. i new what i wanted..and at the time all i was thinking was …hes hot and im horny lol…well he started talking…about god knows what..and some where in between he asked if i wanted to do it pretty much…i said yes..he asked if i was sure…and i said of course…soo all i remember of my first time was some of the songs that were playing like jessica simpson’s “with you” and Lil jon and the ying yang twins “to the window to the wall” haha…i really just faked it my first time cuz i wasnt sure what to do…and I didnt want him to feel bad….I never regreted doing anything with him though…and i was surprised i didnt get F.F.S “First fuck syndrome”… sure shit was talked here and there..but i just learned to igonore it..and do what i enjoy…after we did that i never slept with him again….ive had other guys since then…mostly drunk or high..but i finally found a guy i could have sober sex with…and im happy…so pretty much my advice to all of the gals out there..is never regret your first time..just learn from it…theres a million of guys out there…its not always goin to be that first guy forever…
xoxC.A
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