I still dream about my favorite week at Summer camp. I kicked about havint to go, but my parents were going to Europe for a month and I didn’t have anywhere else to go.
Once I arrived, I settled into the routine, but had to watch myself so that my secret identity wouldn’t be found out. I have known that I am gay since I or 12. I had never had any lovers, and I was afraid what others would think when they found out. I just buried myself in sports and tried to burn off all my excess ‘energy’ this way.
One day when I was at the lake, I went out in a canoe with a 14 y/o girl that seemed really nice. The moment I saw her I started having conflicting feelings about being drawn to her and yet knowing that I was gay. We went out for a couple hours and talked. She was really muscular from sports and was wearing short shorts and a loose short t-shirt. Her long sun bleach blonde hair was tucked neatly behind her ears and she wore a ball cap. I kept having to look away and pretend I didn’t notice her long thin muscled legs or the way that I could see up to her panties when she moved to row. I was wearing baggy trunks and no shirt and noticed her noticing my legs and upward as well…
I was amazed at how much we had in common and how fast we became friends. We agreed to have dinner together and sit together at that evening’s camp fire. I kept wondering where this new friendship with Donna was going to take me.
After camp fire, we both went back to our cabins but agreed to sneak out and meet in the woods after midnight.
When she got there, she was out of breath and excited and wearing loose fitting sweats that made her look really sexy…even for a girl!
We walked along a path in the woods around the lake and then she stopped and turned towards me and just moved in and kissed me. Her lips were firm and her tongue was aggressive and I found myself not fighting back. But when we finished kissing, I found myself feeling guilty…like I was lying to her. But I couldn’t bring myself to say anything. I looked at how her slim perfect body fit perfectly with mine and moved into her and kissed her back and held her against me. Her chest was soft but musclular and I made a move to slide my hand up and explore new territory. I slide my shirt off and then helped her remove her shirt and in the night, she looked like a very fully developed young guy except with a distictly feminine appeal. Her skin felt so good against mine that I thought I would just like to hold her all night.
I thought that I must be bi because I was getting all the right signals from her. My shorts were getting smaller and smaller.
Pretty soon our passion got to an all time high and she asked me if I wanted to skinny dip. I just figured that she was scarred of going too fast and so I agreed. She turned away and pulled off her sweat pants and hurried into the water naked. Her athletic shoulders and narrow hips were highlighted in the moonlight. I took off my shorts and waded in after her. We splashed and swam around each other and then I asked her if I could kiss her again. She hesitated and then swam over near the shore and tossed something out onto the bank and swam back to me. She looked into my eyes and took me in her arms and kissed me deeply. I was so entranced with how good she felt against me that I didn’t register what had happened for a moment. Then as she pulled her face back and we looked into her eyes, I felt it….she had gotten a full blown erection against my stomach!!! Donna was Donny! I wasn’t nuts or confused! I had fallen for a guy! My ‘gaydar’ had been right all along!
‘She’ told me that she had meant to tell me all along, and she hoped I wasn’t mad, but that she had been dressing like a girl for over a year when she was at home or when she went out to concerts with friends. Her friends knew, her parents knew and decided that as long as ‘she’ was careful, she could go to camp as a girl. And they had picked this camp because of the modest facilities..enclosed showers and such that would help her keep her cover! They also helped her shop for a special ‘device’ that kept her/his package where it would appear like a girls…even in a bikini! (and it really worked as long as he didn’t get excited…but it was too tight and uncomfortable for that)…
I told her that it was no problem. That I was gay but that no one knew. We explored and touched and sucked and even made love to her/him with his/her legs up over my shoulders like I would have a girl! It was the most passionate thing in my life ever!
We let everyone see that we were a couple for the rest of the month and kissed and even made out in public (as much as we could get away with before the counselors told us to cool it down a notch). No one ever found out either of our secrets!
Now we see each other almost every weekend. My parents think it is great that I have such a nice girl friend. They have even let her spend the night in my sister’s room a couple of times! It’s a little crazy right now, but I hope it goes on forever! I would like to get married to her some day!
I love you Donna(y)
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