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crazy first time

Age when it happend: 21
Where it happened: my car's back seat
Langauge: english
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight

Well, I was raised with the idea that sex should only be done after marriage….I always thought that I would follow this…but that moment came and I just couldn’t say no anylonger. This happened about a week ago, dec 3 2007. My boyfriend and I have been going out for 3 months. The few weeks leading up to this we had done everything except for the actual penetration. We hadn’t seen eachother for a week and we were taking advantage of the little time we had to spend together. We were hardcore making out and things were getting steaming hot. He ran his hands across my back inside my shirt. He unhooked my bra and in one motion took everything off, bra,tank top, and shirt. He started sucking my breast and flicking my nipples witj his toungue. I could feel my vagina getting wet. He started to kiss me on my stomach and then went lower. I pulled him up and we frenched kissed like animals. Slowly he lowered his hand and somehow without me realizing he took my pants off. He fingered me and when I was ready, he undressed. He was a virgin too so we had trouble, being in the backseat of my car didn’t really helped at all. I led him to my hole, I was so nervous and he was too. He had trouble going in, it took like 5 long minutes for him to finaly go in. IT WAS THE WORST PAIN EVER!!! He was trying to be slow and gentle but it wasn’t making any difference on the amount of pain I was feeling. About 5 mins later he started to trust faster and harder and then he pulled out. As I was getting up I noticed a lot of blood on the seat and I was scared. I mean I had heard about spoting but this was beyond normal. It was bleeding badly and nonstop. We were both scared and realized it couldn’t be normal so I left home. Thinking that the bleeding would stop after a couple hours, I took a shower and went to bed. After 6 hours of bleeding so much I began to feel weak. It was 3am when I managed to wake my mom and as I was telling her that I was feeling weird, I fainted. When I woke up I find myself in the hospital. I had to get surgery because my boyfriend had made a cut inside my vagina, on the left wall. This was enough to traumatize me…I’m scared to try to have sex again..I don’t want to go through this again. I love him and I know he loves me too, but the memory of our 1st time will haunt me for a long time.

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