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Chickening out was not an option

Age when it happend: 19
Where it happened: Motel
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight

My first time was actually just about a week ago… When I was 15 I was raped since than I have had a strong aversion to men. Well me and my boyfriend of a month were riding around and I was teasing him about sex (my cuzin was in the back seat) I was writing him texts telling him that he knew he wanted me… I never meant for it to really happen… Anyway he pulled over at his friends house and took me asde and asked me if I wanted to “jump his bones” I said Yeah maybe and he said get rid of Jess (my cuzin) I was like OKAY! lol

So anyway we got rid of her and went to the motel… I was scared shitless and it took us almost an hour and a half cause I got stoned outta my mind and he would not do nething while I was stoned… He thought I had had sex before cause I tol him I had once but that I didnt remember it (I didnt tell him I was raped until today)

Anyway we were laying on the bed and he pulled me close and started kissing me deeper and deeper and than he ran his hand up and down my legs. Slowly going into my pants… He kept asking me if I was okay and I said yes and than we asked me if I was sure and I said I think lol and he finally put on a condom and buried himself in me… It was awesome I thought my heart was going to explode…


Anyway you can prolly guess what happened after that lol

Hope u enjoyed 😉

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