Where it happened: His car in a parking lot
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 1
Category: Straight
Brian and I were both very drunk at the time. We had been at a party, and had to have one of our friends drive his car home with us both in it. We both sat in the back seat, and I had my hands down his pants the entire time, except for when my mouth was down there. Our friend finally parked the car, and we stayed in it “to talk.” We had done things before, as far as oral sex goes, so this was somewhat normal. I was so drunk, I’m surprised I even remember it.
Anyways, all this progressed, and he convinced me to take my pants off. I was willing; I had wanted this to happen for a long time, but not the way it did. He told me he wasn’t close to coming, and he just wanted to be inside of me. When he finally penetrated, all I can remember is that I screamed. I never scream. It wasn’t a scream of passion; it hurt so bad. I barely remember it hurting, but I remember thinking while it was all happening that it was painful. He was only in me for about a minute. I got him off by sucking him the rest of the time. He wouldn’t even kiss me afterwards.
I was debating to myself whether or not it counted, since he didn’t get in me all the way, and he didn’t come because of it. Plus I didn’t feel any pleasure, physically or emotionally. It wasn’t until a few days after when I tried to put a tampon in and I couldn’t because it hurt that I realized I wasn’t a virgin anymore. He had taken something so special from me, and he wasn’t even worth it. I should have waited. I meant nothing to him, and it was only after that experience that I realized that. I guess sometimes you have to get hurt to learn a lesson. And it hurts even more when you lose in the end anyways.
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