Where it happened: my apartment
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 10
Category: Straight
I was not in college, but Brian was. I was working and living in a small apartment not far from the University he attended. I had known him awhile through mutual friends, and we all did alot of hanging out together in a group. we had a lot of laughs and good times. we were friends, but I couldn’t deny the attraction I had to him. He wasn’t physcally that attractive. I was attracted to his sweet personality and kind demeanor. I always looked forward to seeing him, and was always thrilled when I was told he was going to be joining us. I kept my secret desire for him hidden, because I truly never thought he would ever see me in any light but that of a friend. I was a “good” girl from a good home, and I really struggled with my feelings for Brian. I found myself fantasizing about being with him. It became almost unbearable to be around him and not touch him. I knew if I ever had the chance to get close to him, I would probably devour him and he would think he was never going to be turned loose! My fantasies about bieng with him ignited the passion inside of me. I began to yearn for him. I would go over and over in my mind how it might be if I could just have him…even if only once. To know him like that. I actually wasn’t a virgin, but my first encounter had been a rape, so I really didn’t think I had experienced the whole sexual thing as it was meant to be. I really hadn’t even thought about anyone like that until Brian came along. I was really in love with this guy, and felt I could surrender my whole soul to him if he asked it. I played it so cool. No one ever would know how I felt about him. But when we were sitting close beside each other I would silently hope he couldn’t hear my heart pounding in my chest. I would catch the scent of his cologne and just have to close my eyes a minute to gain my composure. I honestly never felt so compelled to just jump a guy in my life! I made sure we never were alone. Even though I wanted him so bad, I still needed to keep that safe “friendly” barrier between us. I knew if I ever crossed it, and he responded in any positive way… there would be no turning back.
During one of our usual fun nights out with our friends, Brian asked me if I would like to go out with him sometime. Hey, I was so cool on the outside I amazed even myself!!! “Sure, that would be great!” I told him. He called the next afternoon and arrangements were made for the next Friday night. He had classes all that week, and he also played in the Marching Band. I would go to the games just for the half time opportunities to watch him play. I even found myself envying his horn, and his wonderful lips pressed into the mouthpiece, occasionally his tongue would slip out and moisten it. I figured it was pretty bad, being jealous of a trumpet!
Friday night finally came, and I was so nervous. We spent a great evening at a movie, and then went to a local coffee shop after. We talked and laughed, and I was dying the whole evening, just thinking how bad I wanted him. I reprimanded myself many times that evening for being so presumptuous. I kept stealing glances at his deep set brown eyes. His wonderful full lips. I was feeling fire burning from my head to my toes. If there was an inch of me NOT tingling I couldn’t identify it! IF he didn’t make a move, would I be so bold? would I ever muster up the courage to make a move on him? I didn’t know. I just thought I would ride this one out and see what happened. After a great evening, I invited him in to listen to a CD he had said he wanted to hear…(great thinking, huh?). I put the Cd on, and we sat down on my Futon (all I had…I was a poor single on my own!) He was so so close. I could feel the heat of his body, so close to me, and he smelled so good! Man, self control was losing ground here! A really mellow sweet song was playing and he asked if I would dance with him. I stood and I just melted into his arms. I was past the point of caring what he thought about my “easiness”…All I could think of was I was in his arms, and I was savoring every moment of it. I drank in the aroma of his cologne and his body. I immersed myself in the way he felt. I began to run my hands over his back, I just wanted to feel every muscle that moved, I wanted to know him as well as I could possibly know him. He said my name, and I melted. I looked up at him, and there were those incredible brown eyes. And their attention was fully focused on me. I was in heaven. I was trembling, and didn’t know why for sure, there were so many emotions running through me at that point. Fear, excitement, passion, desire, love, yep, it was all there in one big bundle for me to deal with! He asked me if he could kiss me. I closed my eyes, and I let him kiss me…it was so incredible. First it was soft, and I wanted to taste him. I wanted to know every aroma, evey taste, everything my senses could hold. I took over at that moment. I gently sucked his lips..top and then bottom. I tenderly licked his lips, his teeth, his tongue. I let him kiss me deep and passionate and long. AS he did I noticed his body. He was breathing heavier, he held me with passion now, pulling me to him as if he was trying to climb inside of me. My knees were weak and I was caught up in the heat and the passion of the moments. I felt my body heaving with an orgasm that rocked me…I felt the excitement rising in him as well. His hands began to move over me. He unbuttoned my blouse, and he lips found their way to my breasts. He unfastened my bra, and it fell to the ground. Between his tongue and his teeth he drove me nearly mad with desire! I took his face in my hands and pulled him up to my face where I kissed those wonderful lips again. It was my turn now. I unbuttoned his shirt and ran my hands over his chest and down to his jeans. I knew he would find a great relief in my unfastening his pants, as they seemed to be much tighter now than when we first began. I teasingly bit his nipples, and ran my tongue down his bare stomach. I pulled his jeans down and then his shorts, and I knew I was too far to turn back now! I took his penis and first licked the tip, and then ran my tongue down the long rod and alternately licked and nibbled my way back up, and then took it in my mouth and sucked and sucked, and he groaned. I was on fire, I didn’t want him to come in my mouth, I wanted to feel him in me…all over me.. I ran my hands down to his feet and helped him step out of the jeans, and then he likewise helped me out of my jeans, and he proceeded to take me to the floor, I felt his body hot and sweaty on top of me. I felt his hot breath all over me. I smelled his aroma all over the room. the sounds, his breathing, his moans…I willnever forget! And then the moment finally came. Gently at first, he pressed his hot penis into me. I was so ready…I never wanted anyting so bad in all my life. He began with easy but deep thrusts, it felt so good I wanted to scream! I know I moaned in enjoyment. I was laying with the man I had been dreaming of for so long. He was here, and he was in me and I was holding him as close as I could hold him without being in him as well. The climax came when he was about to explode…in those last passionate moments, he put his hands beside my head, and as he heaved the final thrusts, he looked me in the eyes. I will never forget the expression on his face when he exploded inside of me. I will never forget the gamut of emotions that went through me as I had given myself in total abandon to this man. If I ever live a hundred lifetimes there will never be another time like that. We were together for quite a while after that,and had many more times in each other’s arms, but time and life bring changes. I will never forget Brian. He was my first love, and as time has told, the only one whose memory has endured with such clarity!
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